Few days have passed, here I am in our agency's veranda.

Enjoying the cool air passing through my body. 

Without noticing , the day I've waited for long has arrived.

The day I will see that cold-blooded trainee again.

That trainee who owns the name of Wu Yi Fan.

I'm very excited for this day because we're going to be the judges to recommend and to

judge the trainees' performance for today. And so ,

I can meet that guy again. I don't know why but I'm feeling nervous and confused.

 

*sigh* What will I do if I ever see him again? Will i talk to him after the performance or what? Arrgghh, I don't know , I can't think of something good when I'm nervous !!!

 

"Hey Amber! The performance is about to start. Let's go or else we'll be late!" that is what my manager told me that's why I ran fast and enter the big practice room once again. The room where I first met Wu Yi Fan.... Oh come on Amber, why don't you get Wu Yi Fan out of your mind even for once? 

 

 

I sat down along with some of our staffs and my groupmates. We're only the artists who have been chosen to participate in this day since we have free time for today.While I was playing on my phone , one of the choreographers came inside and called the trainees inside too. Of course I saw Suho and Xiumin oppa. But who my eyes are wanting to see is missing ... but then after a few minutes ...

 

 

"I'm sorry, I'm late!" a husky and deep voice filled the whole pratice room with it's loudness. We are surprised to that person has said. And so, when I look for who it is ... it is the person that I'm looking for. Standing straight , exhausted carrying a small bag and towel on his shoulders. It's Wu Yi Fan. I'm shocked to what I've saw , he can speak korean fluently now and can managed socializing too . And there , I conclude that he changed and improved a lot eversince that day.

 

 

I'm here now standing along with my co-members. We're going to dance as a group with a hard choreography for our performance infront of the SM Members. But no ... it's not just SM Members who are here to watch and judge us. Since I've researched so much , I can easily noticed that it's f(x) members who are sitting along with the SM Members. Then, I saw that angelic girl again. The girl named Amber.The girl who convinced me and inspired me to survive in this world that I entered. And then I realized , why the hell am I late? and why the hell I shouted a while ago? Yeah, may be it's because of excitement to see that girl again that I woke up late. ~KRIS' POV

 

 

I can see her clearly. Sitting along with her members and laughing with them.I think she is right about having people to depend on. I already proved it since I'm closed now to my co-members. Eversince the day I first met her, I studied how to master Hangul and how to dance better. I even asked our choreographer to teach me some routines to practice exceptionally. And so, I'm excited to show her what I've learnt and what I've improved eversince she woke me up. ~KRIS' POV

 

 

I'm sweating now .... after this current performance , they will be the next ones. I'm not the one who will perform but I'm the who is sweating and who is nervous. I'm really getting weirder these days .... I hope he can perform well later. I hope he can speak fluently later when he needs to introduce himself infront of us. [ BIG SIGH CAME OUT FROM AMBER'S MOUTH ]

 

 

Victoria : Hey ! Not feeling well ? You keep sighing even from the start of the performance.

 

Amber : Ah ! No ! [ WAVED HANDS TO HER ] I'm just bothered by something ...

 

Victoria : Why ? 

 

Amber : Please don't ask me anymore , pretty please ? Gonna tell you later on the dorm.

 

Victoria : Alright .. [ VIC PATTED AMBER'S BACK ] 

 

 

"Next up. The 12-member assigned group" 

 

 

This is it ! The time has come. I don't want to get wrong infront of her. I want to show a great Wu Yi Fan to her. i want to show her that improved a lot. I know I can do this !!! ~KRIS' POV

 

 

Then they're next now. He was grouped with Suho and Minseok Oppa. I hope he can finish it without any mistakes. And so they stood up and got to their assigned positions. I can see his fierce look. As I expected he improved a lot. He dances better now compared to last time I saw him. I think my advice woke him up [ smiles ]. Gonna enjoy this performance. ~AMBER'S POV

 

 

Oh my god , can she stop smiling ? I'm getting distracted! I can always see the smile on her face while watching us. And it's making me more nervous and lose my focus on the dance ! But whatever I do, I can't stop myself to look on her beautiful smile. After this performance she and the others will ask some questions to me, I should get ready ! ~KRIS' POV

 

 

The introducing portion is now up. He's on the center right now introducing his self. I'm amazed how his hangul skills improved. And now some of us will be able to ask some questions on him. I want to ask something but it should related about the judging ... hmmm ... I got an idea. I raised my hand and I was given the chance to ask him. ~AMBER'S POV

 

 

Amber : While dancing infront , I can say that you performed very well. My question is, do you have some things on your mind while performing and what's the feeling performing with your members ?

 

 

 

Without hesitation he answered with a smile.

 

 

 

Kris : Dancing with my members gave me the sense of being dependent too sometimes. That I'm not just dancing for my self but we're performing as a whole. With that, I felt confidence while dancing. I realized that nothing will happen if I just sit down and look for nothing. While the only thing I have in my mind while performing is to thank the person who made me realized that. So .... [ went forward to Amber's direction ] Amber-sunbaenim , thank you so much. I owe you a lot. [ he bowed 90 degrees and came back to the center. ]

 

 

Staff : Ummm ... alright. You can have you rest now Wu Yi Fan. You can comeback to you dorm now. We will just inform you soon about the results. 

 

 

Kris : Ah ... okay .. 

 

 

I'm still in the state of shock. I didn't expect him to mention me infront of the SM Members. But I'm glad he appreciated my advice to him. But I noticed ... right! He knew my name already. And he knew now that I'm his sunbae hehe but he's still older than me ... Too bad they need to go back to their dorm immediately so I wasn't able to talk to him. Oh well, we need to go home now. My co-members went ahead of me and gone to their schedules. Me ? I'm about to ride the van when someone pulled me ... ~AMBER'S POV 

 

 

KRIS : Amber, thank you for the advice once again. It really helped me a lot. And since you are the reason why I continued , FOR YOU, I WILL SURVIVE in this world. [ smiles ]

 

 

 

 

                   

Sorry for not updating earlier ! 

I know I made you all wait for the next chapter.

So enjoy ! Please look forward for the next update.