The cool breeze from outside is entering inside the building . 

Through the balcony of this high building , a lot of people are working hard 

that they sacrifice they're blood and sweat for it .

Cars from north , west , east and south , different pathways .

In a foreign land , a different culture that I never used to know ...

Through my profession as an artist , I'm used to it ...

Being judged , hated , bashed and everything but I still survive ..

And through this world , I have found someone that caught my eye ..

 

In this big practice room , where a lot of artists started , improved and practiced . How could I possibly met that person

in here ? He's not eve----

 

CHOREOGRAPHER : Hey Amber , nice to see you again ! What's up ? 

Amber : Nothing .. I just passed by ..

CHOREOGRAPHER : Oh is that so ?

Amber : Can I ask something ? Who is that tall and cold looking guy sitting beside there ?

CHOREOGRAPHER : Ahhh ..  he's Wu Yi Fan .. he can speak mandarin and english very well too . But he's really cold .. that's why he's left out often . Ah ! I've got an idea ! Why don't you talk to him ? 

Amber : Me ? But why ?

Chereographer : You two can understand each other smoothly . Since he's not that good at korean yet , then he can't be sociable to anyone .. So can you ? He's a trainee and he can't survive in this world if he'll just stay like that ..

 

With confusing mind but no other choice but to get to near him , I come closer to him and without realizing , my heart beats so fast as if I was being chased by someone . I don't know anymore ... but I hope I can talk to him clearly and make him used to this place that I haven't used to know before ..

 

Amber : Excuse me ? You are Wu Yi Fan , right ? 

 

As I spoke to him .. he doesn't respond . But instead , he gave me a cold look that can make me freeze just by anysecond . That's why , I pull my strength altogether and speak to him again . Hoping that he will respond this time ..

 

Amber : Hi ! I'm Amber Liu , I'm chinese and I'm from America . I'm an artist here in SM Entertainment . So can I sit beside you ? Umm .. 

Kris : Sure , it's not like I'm the one who owns this room .. 

 

With hesitation , I sat beside him . His cold look and deep voice makes me more nervous and curious . 

 

Kris : So you're also an artist here ?

Amber : Well , yeah .. Why don't you join to your other members ? Isn't fun to perform with others ? Since if you debut someday , you need to depent and stick to each other ..

Kris : I'm not close with them ... I don't even know them .. 

Amber :  Then , why don't you try to approach them once ?

Kris : Why should I ?

Amber : You know , in this world , you don't know what kind of obstacles you can encounter . Since you're also a foreigner , then it will be more difficult to you if you don't have any closed ones and anyone you can depend . That's why there's your group mates ... approaching them once will not give you any loss so why don't you try it ? Even me , I had a hard time since I just came here in a foreign land , away from my family ...

 

After I heard those words from that person , it feels like someone whispered on my ear to tell me that I should get up and go . It feels like someone is pushing me to this path and telling me try and do my best . I really wonder that time ... who is that person ? I'm lucky enough to spoke with someone who can understand the language I used . Can I see that person again ? Is there a possibility to see her if I debut in this Korean Boy Group ? I'm curious about that person and I want to thank him or her for that . I didn't really conclude that time if it was a boy or a girl but no matter what , I need to see that person again ..  ~KRIS' POV

 

As I told him those words . I left him and let him think the words I said . I just hope he can survive in this world . But when I left him , my body tells me to come back and sit beside him again . I don't know what is this feeling .. It's as if , it's like a feeling that I have forgotten . Since I'm busy will all of these works , can I see him again ? Will it be possible for me to see that trainee again ? I want to see him debut and different from what he is before .. ~AMBER'S POV

 

 

As I went back to the dorm ... I felt relieved . Seeing my 4 bestfriends here inside , happy and asking me to eat , play and bond together . They are the ones who gave me confidence and comfortability within this profession . They are the reasons why I'm still strong and standing .

 

Victoria : Amber , are you hungry now ?

Sulli : Unnie , are you tired ? Where did you go a while ago , you left us !

Krystal : That's right , where did you go ?

Amber : I just have some air outside ..

Luna : Unnie , next week , we will going to watch some trainees on their practice . And if we're given by a chance , we may become the judges to choose or to recommend some trainees to debut next year or next next year !

Amber : Is that true ? *rises her voice*

Victoria : Hmm ? Are you that surprised for the news ?

Amber : Ah ! No , I'm gonna go shower and gotta go to sleep early , kay ? I'm tired..

Luna : Alright , good night unnie . Sweet dreams ..

 

Leaving my co-members like that . It seem like , I left them with some marks of curiosity . But the reason why I'm surprised is because I'm gonna see that Wu Yi Fan again . But I don't even know how to react if I ever see him again . I bet he doesn't even know me .. But I'm happy that I will be able to see him again next week . ~AMBER'S POV

 

As I'm walking back to the trainees' headquarters , that person really left me curious . I don't even ask what's his or her name .. Arrrrggghh , maybe I should just ask my members . Since because of those words , I was able to talk to them now and able to perform with them well . That's I owe all of these to that person .. As I was walking by , I heard some footsteps getting closer to me  ~KRIS' POV

 

Tao : Hey ! Good job a while ago ...

Kris : Thanks .

Tao : Ah ! You're so lucky a while ago too . Since among of the trainees , you , Suho and Xiumin hyung are the closest to Amber-sunbaenim ..

Kris : Amber sunbaenim ?

Tao : Hmm ? You don't know ? The girl who is sitting beside you that time .. she was talking to you and even the one who comes to you first !

Kris : She's a girl ?

Tao : *nods* Yeah .. but she is used to tomboy style that's why she dresses like a guy and even had a short hair but she's still a girl . She's a very wonderful sunbae , good at singing , rapping , dancing and everything and the most of all , very kind to others ..

Kris : So .. her name is Amber ?

Tao : Yes , she debuted on a girl group f(x) which is also managed by our label . What ? You don't know ?

Kris : Ah ! Sorry I need to go now .. Gotta go ahead of you , bye ! *runs ways*

Tao : Wait ! 

 

[ WHILE RUNNING ] I can't believe I gave a cold look and treatment to a girl ! She's even my sunbae ! Arrrrgghhh , I didn't gave her a formal greeting ! Why am I so mess up ? [ STOPS ] So it means , I can see her again .. *laughs* [ LOOK AT THE SKY ] But how can I look her on the face afted what I did ? *breathes* That's why I should do my best during practices to be able to see her again .. *smirk* ~ KRIS' POV

 

As I went back to my room , what I did first was to search on the web and find some information about her . When I saw her profile , performances and background , I'm really amazed . But I when I found out that she's very closed to a lot of guys in the KPOP Industry , it feels like I'm miles away from getting closer to her . That's why I thought of a very good idea to have a move to get closer on her . And that is to debut soon and be popular and then I will be able --- without realizing it , it seems like I'm just thinking about her . And then I asked myself , but I can't answer . What is this feeling ? ~KRIS' POV

 

[ f(x)'s dorm , Amber is on her bed ] *yawn*  Next week ... next week ... I even marked my calendar for it . Arrrrghhh , why am I so aware of him . [ rolling on her bed ]

 

Victoria : Hey , why are you rolling there ? Is there something happened ?

Amber : No , nothing really  ..

Victoria : You should better sleeping now . I'm gonna sleep at bit later , kay ?

Amber : Unnie , can I ask you something ?

Victoria : What is it ?

Amber : What if there's a guy you've just met and then you can't forget about him and you're even excited and curious if you're going to meet him again . Can you tell me what is it called ?

Victoria : Hmm ? I think it's Love at First Sight . *smile* Wait , is that your problem why you are rolling a while ago , huh ? 

Amber : What ? What are you saying ? I'm just asking. *blush*

Victoria : Your face tells me everything .. *chuckles*

Amber : Can you stop teasing me already !?

Victoria : Alright . You know Amber , you don't need to hide something like this to us . You're an adult , kay ? But you should hide in front of the cameras and lights . You know what is our work very well , right ? As an idols and for the sake of our image , we should not be on any scandals or issues to maintain our agency's reputation ...

Amber : I know .. 

Victoria : But we are going to support you , forever and ever .. [ hugs Amber ] .

 

 

 

 

         Alright ! This is the first chapter ! Please enjoy ^_^

Please look forward for the next chapter and 

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THANK YOU VERY MUCH ~ ! FIGHTING !