They were having a short break.

Jongin was seating a little bit too far to F(x), he was feeling awkward.

They had known the group for quite awhile yet his awkwardness still kicks in.

"Why don't you join them?"

His manager said while pointing at the group.

He shrugged in respond, he had no intention on joining them at all.

Besides, he can't deal with girl talks.

He stared secretly at Soojung.

She was laughing and smiling, it was the view he always liked to watch.

He saw Luna whispered on her ear and pointed at his direction, Soojung looked.

Totally blank.

He diverted his gaze to the College students talking happily while eating.

In the corner of his eyes, he could sense Amber walking towards him.

"Oppa, want to join us?"

Amber offered after she tapped him on the shoulder.

He looked at the other members of F(x), they were all looking at him.

Luna waved energetically, Victoria gestured to come over, Sulli smiled brightly at him.

Lastly, Soojung just wore her blank face.

"Nah, i'm fine he--"

"C'mon, don't be shy oppa. We won't bite."

With that, he was quickly dragged in the group.

He was in the middle of Amber and Luna.

He let out a sigh and awkwardly scratched the back of his head.

The members must've felt his awkwardness.

So they broke the silence by asking questions.

"Since the theme of this photoshoot is "First Love". Have you experienced it?"

Amber questioned, looking at him in excitedly bewildered.

Jongin was startled by the question, he was expecting some basic questions.

Yes, he had experienced it.

It was the happiest moment of his life.

And the most painful moment.

"Amber-ah! Don't pressure Kai-ssi."

His thoughts were broken when he heard Luna shouted.

"My question isn't that hard, Luna-unnie."

"If its so easy, then why don't you answer it first."

"Okay, don't care about my first love. It isn't that special to me."

The conversation started to flow afterwards.

He felt like an outcast.

He was silent sitting on his chair, trying to catch up with the conversation.

He took a glance of Soojung, she was now quiet unlike before.

She noticed that someone was staring at her, she looked up.

Their eyes met.

They both wore a blank expression.

Do you still care? Do you still care about us?

"Do you remember the times we had?"

"Soojung..."

"Jongin...."

"Break's over! Time to work!"

One of the staffs shouted.

Jongin and Soojung snapped out from their thoughts.

The conversation of Victoria, Luna, Sulli, and Amber had died down.

"Where is Krystal-ssi and Kai-ssi?"

The director called.

The two stood iup from their respective seats and went to the director.

"Okay, you two stand in the middle."

They were now standing side by side at the spot they were asked to stand.

"Krystal-ssi, hug Kai-ssi. Your back must be facing us and Kai-ssi please close your eyes while she hugs you."

jongin blinked, he was expecting this closure.

He noticed Soojung was looking at him, hesitation can be read.

He sighed and grabbed Soojung's arms and placed it on his shoulders.

They looked into each other's eyes looking for something.

He s his hands on her waist and pulled closer to him.

Their faces were now inches apart, they could feel their breaths.

Both hearts were beating rapidly.

He closed his eyes gently, savoring her touch on his body.

I miss you....

I miss us....

"That was great! Now Krystal-ssi, leaned your head on Kai-ssi's chestt and looked at the side."

Soojung pulled away a bit from the hug and looked Jongin's eyes.

It was full of emotions in it.

She slowly leaned her head on his chest and squeezed herself a little to him.

Don't run away....stay beside me like you used to

"I'm sorry..."

He whispered to her ear.

He never wanted to say it but he couldn't control it anymore.

He needed to say it.

She let go from the hug and smiled at him.

"You're back..."