We haven't clarify our feelings 

but each time it's scares me. 

Every hour I wanted to be with you and too hug you til tomorrow comes.

But being scared causes us to be like statue unable to say the words we been longing to say.

I never wanted it to be left unsaid, but the pain will always builts a boundary on us. How can we prevent those words that always tend to bother everytime we aren't in each others arms.

Dear Love Yoona,

    I have been writing letter for the past several years, and hoping we could see each other again. Remember those times we lose hope, but still you were hanging on alone. I never wanted you to be alone but sadly thing are getting mixed. See you next door with your open window and once you were crying really hard that I needed to climbed to you  using the ladder  near you window.I hug you until my soaked shirt dried and you sleeping peaceful. At that moment I knew you would be something to me or in other words you would be someone has a space in my heart. I wish had that moment again.

I would see you soon with that day you been waiting for with that viel and a wedding dress... 

love your dearly coward but your super favorite cupcake face

Luhan

Dear my dearlycowardfavoritecupcakeface Luhan,

                     I've been receiving your letters since several years ago from college and right now now that we are starting to be facing our age of 30 it makes me very old everytime I think of it. The thing is I really wanted to see you, and have the times like before during middle school and high school. We were far apart since the day of college life.  I used to remember the time when you went to my house and you were scared of my mom but then later on you started to like her and love her very much just like your mother and when I met you dad I was so scared that I was sweating and then you wouldn't stop laughing when your dad got angry with you because you were making fun of me and he didn't want me to be hurt because you were teasing me and then your dad was like a real dad to me when my dad couldn't give me the love that I wanted when he's to far away. Your a part of my life that I couldn't stand getting mad at you. I miss you thats the thing i wanted to say to you. See you soon 

love your foreverloveprincessicecreamteddybear

Yoona