Date : 23rd September 2010  

Dear Diary ... 

Yesterday i went to visit a doctor since my sickness got worse .

You know what the doctor said ? The doctor told me that i was diagonise with a Brain Cancer .  and  i only have a few months to live due to i was at final stage . 

All i can do now is pray . I wish to tell this to L but ... he's busy . So yeeah , just forget about . I bet he don't even care . 

After i know i was diagonise with Brain Cancer , i cried the whole day . Omma too ...   I went to school today , i dont wish to go to school today but thinking that ... i only have a few months to live and to learn new things i force myself to go .. I can't balance myself while walking . My legs get weaken . L .... he just ignore me and walk with his usual crew and also his girlfriend .  

Myungsoo-ah , I was diagonise with a brain cancer . I was hoping you could be there with me for this few months before i gone ... I wish you hug me and say you will be there for me and say everything is going to be ok .   

Ok , till here . Byyeee <3 

Shin Hera

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