31 December 2010 

Dear Diary , 

I have been really sick .  I can't even stand up straight . Now , I'm just lying on my bed , reading , sms Myungsoo and yeeah , sleep . 

I have been spending alot with Myungsoo , Omma and abeoji . 

Myungsoo and i are currently in a relationship .

I dont actually wish to be his girlfriend but .. yeah , i haven't been in a relationship for 16 years and this is the first and last and best relationship i ever had .

He bought me a necklace 2 days ago . 

It really nice i mean beautiful . I love it . Hmmmmmm 

I think today is my last day . 

Everything i wished had came true . Thank you , god. 

Oh  ok , Myungsoo is Here ^.^ will write again if im still alive . 

Byeeeee ! 

Shin Hera 

To be continue . 

The next chapter going to be FINAL .