Eunhyuk was b with confidence. He was doing what he does best and he did it better than anyone. He was flying; enjoying life like it should be enjoyed. He was learning to live again, letting happiness drown him. He was dancing again and in front of everyone to see.

And everyone saw just how damn beautiful he really was…how he shined up on the stage like that brightest star, like a flower bud opening to the sun

Beautiful

Free

Happy

It had been months since he had done anything like this, stepping on the stage, having bright lights on him…and dancing like no one’s watching. He had stopped it once he had started dating Siwon because he didn’t have the time to and still couldn’t continue when Siwon had cheated on him and tortured him emotionally…because he had lost all emotions that made him want to dance.

But now…he had it all back

He had his wings back

He could fly again

As he gave a final bow, the auditorium resonated with applause and from the way it thundered and roared around him, he knew that it was a standing ovation. He smiled brightly into the blinding stage lights and bowed once again before running backstage

and right into Siwon.

Eunhyuk backed away swiftly, apologizing because it had been his fault for being in such a hurry. In his rush to get to his destination he had run into him. Apologizing quickly, he moved to continue to make his rushed exit when Siwon grabbed his hand harshly.

It had been two months since the day of the fight and two months since Eunhyuk had bothered with him. And two months since Siwon had realized that he had lost the best damn thing in his life. He gazed at the boy that he had seen very little of these past two months. Eunhyuk was still panting a little from his performance and his cheeks were painted rouge from rush of blood and eyes sparkling with excitement and adrenalin. It had been so long since he had seen this…any of this.

When he was in the dorm, Eunhyuk would be out…to the extent that he even slept out. And Siwon knew of where he slept

And with whom he slept

And it burned him inside with jealousy.

There were gummy smiles being flashed everywhere…at everyone…absolute bliss radiating from the boy with every smile and every laugh…taking everyone into that blissful feeling too

Everyone except him…but Siwon deserved it. Siwon knew that. And how it infuriated him…furious at the smiling boy and furious at himself for reacting so pathetically to that smile

There was an air of confidence around him, a burst of self esteem…bright like his new platinum blond hair.

And to Siwon, he had never looked more beautiful…more breathtaking.

Nor had he ever felt so stupid….so utterly foolish….so laughable.

Every time they passed each other in the hallway, Eunhyuk would have Kyuhyun stuck to his side, hand possessively on Eunhyuk’s shoulder or waist and a light crimson on Eunhyuk’s still pale but now chubby adorable cheeks

And each time Siwon died a little inside.

Because there would be cooing gir