Wait For Me
Still Into YouA/N: Sorry for writing angst story again....As I already said, my mind is full of that kind of sad and bad ideas....but this one is based on the crime happened in real life...I've read it in newspaper a long time ago and suddenly it popped up in my mind recently....not an identical one but I take the sketch of that crime for the foundation of this oneshot....hope I won't make you down and sad too much...Mian! :D
He was just staring blankly at the man in front of him....
The man who he loves...
The man who once said "I love you" to him...
The man who conquered his mind, his soul and his body since his early teenage years...
His first, last and only love...
Now he was sitting on the couch, choking up and glaring at him with anger,disbelief and one of his last breaths....
Eric appeared in Hyesung's life after Hyesung's mother and stepfather had died in an accident when he was 14 and he was left alone
with lots of debts his parents left. At the funeral, when Hyesung did not have any tear to cry and anyone to consolate him, a tall and
handsome 20-year-old guy appeared in front of him, introducing himself as a son of his stepfather. This guy called Eric and his mother
left Hyesung's stepfather years ago and went back to Eric's rich grandfather. Then, he had been raised as the only grandson of the
rich Mun family.
At that time he came to the funeral, both his mother and grandfather had passed away and he was living alone as the only inheritant
of Mun family's properties. Like a hero in movies, he sympathized Hyesung and took the responsibilities of all the debts and of
course, Hyesung. Since that time, Hyesung became an unofficial adopted little brother of Eric Mun. Eric took a great care of him
while he looked up to Eric as a big brother. However, the adoration towards the slim, fragile and pretty "little brother" and the
attachment and the admiration towards the protective "big brother", fueled with burning desires of a young man and dangerous
curiosity of a teenager, led them to a complicated and not-pure-anymore relationship. To mention it plainly, they became lovers
with ual actions under the facade of "brothers".
For Hyesung, it was the happiest time of his life when he was loved and embraced tightly by Eric. Their first love-making seemed to
be too early for him but it was the sweetest and most blissful experience that he could never forget. He was clumsy and too shy to
be perfect in showing his love and accepting Eric's because he was a . However, Eric led him well and made him feel beautiful
and perfect. Throughout these years, his skills had been improved through experiences and he became able to fulfill all of Eric's
desires beyond Eric's expectations. For Hyesung, this was the only way that he could repay Eric's love and supports besides getting
excellent grades in exams and also one of the ways that he could show his love to Eric.
They had the most romantic and happiest memories together, like trips to resorts in foreign countries, driving until they were lost,
dates in amusement parks and uncountable candle lit dinners. Possessions and money of Eric could give them the most luxurious and
unforgettable memories. But Hyesung did not want and need anything expensive or luxurious that Eric bought him. Having Eric
beside him, sleeping in the embrace of Eric, seeing Eric's smile, were just enough for him. He thought like an idiot that Eric would
be his forever and ever....
But, when he was 20 and in his second year at university, Eric started to interact with girls. He came back home late frequently and
the scent of female colongue from his shirt was not missed by Hyesung's sensitive nostrils. He even admitted that he had several
one-night stands whenever Hyesung asked him. However, until that time, Hyesung believed blindly that Eric just wanted to have
experiences with girls and even thanked him for admitting the truth. He even by asking about the skills of those girls in
bed although sometimes he felt hurt in his heart. Because he believed that Eric would never leave him and however he played with
girls, he would return back to Hyesung in the end, he let Eric do as he wished.
On the side of Hyesung, there were also many girls falling for him at university, without knowing his relationship with Eric. His
delicate and gentle features and gestures gained him the nickname of "Little Prince". Plus his good academic records and rumors of
being an adopted younger brother of Eric Mun, he got several confessions from girls, even from some of high-class families. But, he
refused them all with a smile and in the most gentle way because there was no one to love anymore in his life other than Eric.
Eric was his life and his meaning of living....
Until he graduated and started working in one of Eric's company....
Until a week ago,...
Last week, one night, Eric asked him to go on a date and Hyesung was thrilled with the thought because it had been a long time
they had not gone out together due to their busy schedules. At that night, after coming back from the date, Eric told him to sit on
the couch in their living room for a while because he had something important to tell him.
Until those words came out from Eric's mouth, Hyesung still did not get where Eric was heading to. Then, Eric told the words that
was equal to death in Hyesung's world.
"I'm going to get married with a girl."
Hyesung's head started spinning around and he did not know if he was hearing right or not. Eric continued explaining how he was
getting older and he wanted to have a stable and normal family before he was too old and although he loved Hyesung, they could not
go on living like that. And he told something about Hyesung's future and something that Hyesung still had a chance to find someone
better than him. Moreover, he would buy Hyesung a seperate apartment and a car and transfer some of his properties to him and
persuaded Hyesung to just live as real brothers in the future.
After some minutes of being shocked and blank, at last, Hyesung got enough and yelled at Eric to get lost. He hit and hit Eric's chest
while crying all his heart out and begging him not to leave him like that. But, Eric was so determined and he told him to understand
him and be a good boy. He even said Hyesung could meet a good guy or girl in the future. After trying to persuade Hyesung and
failing it miserably, Eric got up and left home, leaving the boy who was crying almost until he would pass out.
Eric did not come back the whole week until Hyesung called him to have the farewell dinner together this evening. Eric showed up
around 6 telling Hyesung how he was glad to know Hyesung had understood him and they had their dinner silently on the dining
table.
Did Hyesung really understand him?
No...Never....
During the week Eric was away, Hyesung lived in complete despair and misery. He had never thought about Eric leaving him for a girl
and he letting an unknown girl to have Eric.
No....He could never allow that happen...
Eric was his and forever his....
If he did not have a chance to possess Eric in this life, no one else would have that chance...
He would take Eric to the place where no one would disturb them...
where Eric could not see anything other than Hyesung....
Because Hyesung was Eric's and Eric was Hyesung's....
Then, a few minutes after having dinner, there was Eric who was half-sitting and half-lying on the couch, staring Hyesung with an
angry and shocked glare and some white foams from his mouth. He was trying to speak something to Hyesung who was standing a
little far away, holding a wine glass and staring blankly at Eric. After a minute or two, Eric's body twisted severely with a seizure and
his chest stopped moving.
Hyesung walked slowly towards Eric's body and lifted the upper body towards his lap and lay him on his lap. He Eric's hair and
then gave the last kiss to Eric's lips. He weakly smiled and whispered into Eric's ears.
"Wait for me there, love. Wait for me..."
Then, a few seconds later, the shattering sound of glass appeared and the pieces of wine glass scattered around the floor...
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