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YOUR Secret Diary [HIATUS]My story, Is really complicated. I transferred to a new school, and fell inlove with this guy. He was everything I ever wanted, he was just... my ideal guy. I told him to wait for me for 4 months because I don't wanna rush things, but he gave up on the 3rd month. He just left a note on my chair saying things like "I'm sorry.. I give up" and stuff, and he didn't even clarify the reasons why, some say he said that I was entertaining other guys- but I guess I am? Its just that, I don't know how to handle guys easily ;
I had a boyfriend, but we always fight, we're too different, I thought he was good because at first he came off as a bro to me so I accepted to be with him- but then he got all clingy and PDA-ish. I told him I was uncomfortable with it and he would yell at me telling me I shouldn't care and I should just follow what he wants if I love him. When we fight, He'd always attack me on twitter, he would always talk about me- He's louder than me, louder than most girls, plus when we fight he gets rather abusive... I could go on forever, explaining all the things I didn't like about him. So I stopped, I ended it and he cried then his girl 'friends' ( the girl 'friends' he had that used to hate me bec i got together with him and they like him ) started attacking me bec I broke up with him without knowing my side..
Anyway, Its been 9 months and I still love the first guy, nobody knows this, I tell everyone I'm done with him since they say he's mad at him, But I think I'll find it hard to forget him, bei
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