Your Story || Acceptence
YOUR Secret Diary [HIATUS]
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.:YOUR STORY:.
I've never understood myself completely, but always wanted to. A little over a year ago, I realized I was biual. I hid. I told a couple friends but hid from everyone. I got super shy and didn't even want to go places because I was afraid I wasn't going to be accepted. Well, last year, I started crushing on a guy named Rey. He is a transgender female to male. He is a senior, and I am a freshman girl. I would always think: "What if Rey and I dated? I would have to be open about myself." Thinking this more and more got me to be more comfortable with myself. It ended up not working out with Rey, but it was okay because thanks to him, I became more confident with myself, and realized that I was just a full out lesbian. I was finally happy and I didn't care what people thought, until a friend of mine committed suicide. He was a year under me and was gay. He killed himself because he was bullied, mainly because he was gay. This made me scared. I had to write a speech in English and decided to make it about discrimination against LGBT people. In the process, I found out that so many people I thought I was close to or could be close to, were all homophobic in their own way. Every week it seemed like I was losing two people I could talk to. I was feeling worse and worse about myself. People said horrible things about gay people, not knowing about me. I stopped eating for large amounts at a time. I skipped lunch at school, and felt like there was nothing I could do. Its still this today. Some of my friends I held so close to me don't even think I'm a lesbian because I haven't had with a guy. I just f
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