Lay POV

3 months. Already 3 months SooJin become my girlfriend. I don’t know, I really love her.. But not love her as boyfriend, however, like …. Brother ? Ahh I don’t care.. The most important think, we love each other.

Today , I don’t go home with Soojin, because my lecturer was asking me to help him checked my junior assignments. Actually, I want to reject it. But , this lecturer is really kind to me.. And I can’t reject him.

I’m sending a message to SooJin.

“To: SooJin ♥

     Chagii,are you home ? “

A few minutes later, she replied my message

“From : SooJin ♥

       Yes I am ..How about you ?”

“To : SooJin ♥

     I’m on the way home..”

“From : SooJin ♥

     Okay, be careful ne .. Saranghaeyo “

“To : SooJin ♥

     Nado saranghae..Chagi,can I come to your apartment ?”

“From : SooJin ♥

     Of course you can..Bring some cakes to me ^^ ..”

“To : SooJin ♥

      Hah.. You.. If about food , you’re always cheering up “

“From : SooJin ♥

      Haha .. Hurry ..”

“To : SooJin ♥

       Ne :*”

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SooJin POV

Yeah good! Lay will bring cakes! Than, I’ll make some tea.

TING TONG..

Hah ? He already arrived ? is he run ? It's just about 3 minutes ago he sent me the message.

I open the door, “ Hey , are you –“ I stop my words, when I see the man in front of me, not Lay.. But..

“Kai…What are you doing here ?” He doesn’t answering me, he stepped into my apartment. The door is locked automatically. Because that’s  how it work.

“What do you want ? “ He hugging me tightly.. Ughh. Smell like alcohol.. I’m trying to push him, but my body is really locked in his hug . I can’t move.

 “Kai get off me !!” I’m screaming. He don’t heed it, he’s still hugging me. And suddenly he kiss my lips. I’m struggle to get loose. But his hug is really strong.

“What are you two doing ?” This voice ? Lay ? He knows my PIN. So he can come into my apartment. Kai look back, but still hugging me.

“ Who are you ?” Lay asked Kai. With a tone of cold and flat. I know he’s very angry now.

“Lay, hear my explanation first. It doesn’t seems like what you thinking ! “

“Me ? I’m her boyfriend ? Then how about you ?” Kai loosen his hug. He smiling at me, but .. This smile isn’t a good smile, of smile of happiness.. This smile makes matters worse.

“Lay.. Listen, he’s just my ex.. Okay ? I don’t have any relationship with him anymore .” I said with frantically tone.

“I hate you !!” Lay throw the cakes , and he run away. I looked at Kai, he smiles at me.

“Let’s continue .. You still love me right ?” He pull my hand gently. I immediately let go of his hand roughly and slapped him until he fell down on the floor

“DON’T YOU EVER SHOW YOUR FACE IN MY LIVE AGAIN ! I’M WARNING YOU ! I DO NOT LOVE ANYMORE ! NOW I REALLY HATE YOU ! HATE YOU SO MUCH !! “ I’m screaming in front of him, and I looking for Lay.

Now I’m stand up on the roads, near my apartment. Roads that could be considered far from deserted. Lay, eodinde ? I don’t want you hate me !

BRAKKK !! What’s that sound ! That’s like, like the sound of the collision, oh no, not to .......

“CALL THE AMBULANCE !!” Shout someone, he hold a man. And the man ….

“LAYYYY !!!” I’m screaming and approached him.

“Do you his family ?” asked the Ahjusshi.

“Ne.. I.. I’m his sister !” The words came out from my mouth. I’m so panic.. See my boyfriend, at once my Gege too. Covered in blood and a lot of injuries in his feet.

“Don’t be  panic okay ? We already called ambulance “ That Ahjusshi calming me

A few minutes later, the ambulance came, Ahjusshi and me , put Lay ge into the ambulance and place him on the bed.

In the ambulance , I keep looking on his face. I hope we don’t late. I don’t want if Lay Ge lost a lot of blood. I really hate his diseases.

Author POV

A woman is sitting down in front of Emergency Room. She feels so scared. Scared if something happen to her Gege. Yeah, now SooJin assume that Lay is her twin brother. Not assume as boyfriend anymore.

CKLEK

“Euisa , how the state of my brother ??” Asked SooJin with the hope tone and eyes full of tears.

“He.. Lost a lot of blood.. Now we’re trying to stop the bleeding. Do you know what his disease ?”

“ I know Euisa.. Hemophilia and Bleed disorder.. I know this is very dangerous for his life..”

“We have to found blood that match with him. Because his blood is really rare.”

“I..I’m his twin sister! Did my blood will match ??!”

“Possibility match, but if it is.. Are you willing to lose your live for him??”

“Yes I’m . I’m really willing! The important thing is my Gege can be saved and still alive !”

“ Euisa, the bleeding has stopped. Now he’s really lack of blood !” Said the nurse that come from the ER.

“Okay. I’ll take care of the donations.”

“Euisa, ppalli! Check my blood and donated all my blood him..” SooJin forced the doctor.

“Ne.. Follow me..” SooJin follow the doctor , to examination room.

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Author POV

“How the results Euisa ? Did my blood match ??”

“Yeah ! Exactly match !”

“Okay then.. Donating all my blood right now ! “ The doctor was shocked. How big the sister love to her brother.

“But Euisa.. Can I write some letter. Can you give it to him when he awake ? I want you  , to contact his family in China. Here’s his parents phone number  .In this wallet. Oh ya .. I want  , you don’t tell him if I donated all my blood to him. I want him know by himself after he read my letter..” She gives Lay’s wallet to doctor.

“Okay, please write the letter .” He gives paper and pen.

“But.. I want to say something to you..” The doctor said to SooJin

 “What is that ?” SooJin started panic,she scared, if the doctor will told her any bad news about Lay.

“You are.. Really you're so great, give up your life for your brother.. I’m so proud of you.. I’ll never forget you..” He almost cry. SooJin smile.

“Gomawo Euisa. I’ll never forget you too when I’ve gone forever..pass away.” SooJin sit down and started writing the letter with tears.

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Author POV

He open my eyes gently , looking around this room. White room with medicine smells. And one lady, walking around this room.

“SooJin..” I said. I hope the lady was SooJin. Either, my last meeting with her, I saw a bad review, but that just my emotion. But actually, I don’t hate her..

“Ah Lay.. You already awake..” This voice..It isn’t SooJin.. The lady coming to me and my head. Slowly, I recognized the voice.

“Mom ? Why did you get here ?” My mom smiled. But behind that smile.. I know there’s something wrong.

 “The doctor that taking care of you called me. He said you're had accident.. Mom and Dad went to Korea in that day.”

“Now.. Where’s Dad ?”

“He is buying a food to me.”

CKLEK

“Ah..Lay.. You already awake..”

“Ne Euisa..” The doctor walk towards me and my mom

“Lay, there’s something that I want to give you. This is a surrogate person who donates all her blood for you” He gives me a letter

He have bad feeling when he pick the letter.

With courage , he open the letter.

“Annyeong Lay Gege ^^

This is your little sister. Your twin.. Zhang Qin Fang. Or you may be more familiar with Park Soo Jin. Maybe, when you read this story with Mom or Dad. I already missing from this world. Ge , I hope you want to forgive me. Last time we met. I made you angry. You don’t gave me any chance to explain. Actually, that man is my ex. We already broke up for 4 months ago. He still love me. But, I’m not.

The day when he kiss me, I really didn’t know it will be happening. Because I thought that was you. So I open the door really wide, made him more easy to get in.You know Ge ? I already feel that you’re my twin since the first time you moved to my class.I actually want to refuse your request when you asked me to be your girlfriend, but I can’t . I love you more than my brother.

Ge, I want you to not be quick to anger before hearing the explanation of the person. I won’t you get injured anymore. I want, all my blood in your body, never came out again. Because , my blood is in your body, that means, I am in your heart. We  actually twin, can not be separated, even by death. Although my body isn’t alive anymore , and will no longer be with you , but my blood always be with you. My blood always circulate oxygen to keep you alive.

I hope, you’re not gonna forget me ^^

Wo Ai Ni ^^

Wo Ai Mama he Baba ^^

Don’t cry Ge ^^ I’ll be happy in the heaven if you all happy. Because yourself reflect myself, and myself reflect yourself ^^ Take care of yourself ^^ I’ll keep watching on you from here.. Promise me, promise me, you will not be sad anymore. ^^”

Although, SooJin / QinFang asked Lay not cry, but he could not hold back her tears. He’s crying, crying, and crying. Feeling sad ? Guilty ? upset? and a little relieved. Relieved because he already found her. His main goal moving to korea.

“Mom, this is all my fault ! I killed meimei ! “ he shouted

His mom calming him, hugging him. Lay crying in his mom hug.

“There’s one more, I forget to give it to you..” The doctor give a necklace. Same with Lay’s. He increasingly felt guilty.

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One month after the incident. He had recovered, though still have to check up to the hospital

At the silent place, always filled with grief, tears, and longing.Now that's where Lay stands with his parents.

“Zhu Ni Sheng Ri Kuai Le.” Lay laid a bouquet of flowers on the grave, with the tombstones reads “ Zhang Qin Fang. 1991.10.7 -  2013.9.3 ”

Even though our bodies are at different places, but all of your blood is in my body. And I'm not deny our promise. Celebrate our birthday together. My lovely twin. " Lay hugging the tombstones , occasionally he burry his face there. and crying again.

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Hwaaaa (^^) Finally done !

what do you think about my first fanfiction ?

I want to post my another fanfiction .. 

But I didn't translate it yet..

If I have any time, I'll post it.

#NOBASH

I hope this story wouldn't never happen ! 

This is just my imagination .. When I saw article about Lay Ge diseases, I want to wrote this fanfic ^^

 

thanks for reading ^^

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