Rejected?

"Ji, I'm sorry, I hope you are not mad, I finally understand what this means" I placed his trembling hands over my warm and pulsating heart. Showing shades of red on his checks.

" I love you Ji " my heart was ready to break out of my ribcage, I'm afraid and yet hopeful that he'll accept my feelings for him. I brought up my hands through his reddened cheeks and caressing it,

 Wanting him to drown from my dark orbs filled with so much love. Now I know this person in front of me, this person i'm holding the person making me insane from touching him. I love him. I love Kwon Jiyong

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 I feel Odd! And Disgusted and arggh!! What the hell is happening to Hyung his saying he loves me? But! I'm a guy!Well, certainly it ain't romantic love! I mean!

Maybe its brotherly love! But his touch whenever it comes in contact with my skin it felt creppy but weird feeling devours me and making me lose my mind. Staring at him, confused and startled of he just said.

Pushing him away from me. I stared back at him

"Hyung, I - sorry" those few words that came out of my mouth was the best I could say.

' jiyong, can't you even say something nicer that will hurtless?' Running my hands through my hair

" Its okay Ji, I know, I dont expect you to feel the same way but I told you what i feel cause I cant hold it any longer" his eyes was filled with pain. His heart is broken and damn! I was the one who broked it.

He smiled but it was so freaking fake that it clench my heart.

" Any! Ji just never mind what I said and lets go and take a shower ne? So we could leave and rest early" he tried to make it less awkward for the both of us smiling silly and pushed my through the curtains.

Did I just got rejected? !! It feels tight in my heart! Here! I placed my palm on my heart clenched and feeling the pain of being broken. Silly of me, to think Ji would feel the same for me, tears tolled down my face.

I cried as the water droplets fall on my face. It ing hurts. Why would i even hope a perfect guy like Ji can look at me, a dumb,fat arrghh! I was near to break down.

Ji, I just love you so much

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A/N : Sorry for the short update :(  but sadly GD didnt quite get the right asnwers ;'( I wonder what will happen next to their story