All things are doing great. Your studies, your work, but suddenly…. You receive a bad news

(while watching tv) Breaking News!!!

 “The dating rumors of Big bang’s Top and label mate Dara of 2ne1 are now spreading into the entire community. There are also pictures of them together all over the net. As of now we can’t say that they are really dating so let’s just wait for their further announcement regarding these issues” the reporter said

You get annoyed and immediately turn off the tv. “Yah that reporter , did they really think that Dara and Top are dating, it’s just a coincidence” you said to yourself while getting pissed off

After some time, you calm down and think of what if the news is right. What if the two of them are really dating. “This couldn’t happen, top is mine and I can’t take it if he date someone He is my everything, he is the reason why I’m here in Korea. At first I thought that loving him, thinking of him everyday is just an obsession but eventually I realized that I get used to it, its became my habit and right now I can say that it’s part of my life. It’s really hard to bear this kind of thing, its really painful, its tearing my heart apart” you said without noticing the tears falling from your eyes. You cry and cry until your eyes are all sore. You decided to sleep and take some rest, somehow it might help you relieve the pain, the stress and the sadness you have

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You woke up after the crying session you had last night, but the pain still stays in your heart. You hope that today will be different, you hope that something good will happen that will ease the pain you currently have.

 Today is your day off and you also don’t have classes so you’re going to spend the rest of the day only on your house.

~~ Beep Beep~~ You received a message coming from Demi

To: (your name)

From: Demi

(your name), watch the news top will announce something in his presscon

You turn on the tv and put the channel on the news

“Top~shi, can you tell us why you call for a presscon” the reporter said

“I just want to clear all the issues between me and Dara” top said

“Oh we see, you may begin now” the other reporter stated

“ To all who are watching, I want you to know that me and Dara are in a good terms” top

“What do you mean of in a good terms, Top~shi?” the reporter asked

“Hmm… me and Dara have been in a relationship for about two years, since the filming for the music video of Gummy nunna’s I’m sorry I started to have feelings for her. I know that many are against to our relationship but I hope that there are also who will support us. That’s all thank you” top

“ Surely we will support you and Dara all the way” the reporter said

~~~ your phone rings~~~

“ (your name) did you watched it? I’m sorry I shouldn’t tell you about that. Are you alright? ” Demi asked

“Yes I’m fine, no need to worry”  you said and ended the call  

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You don’t know what to say or how will you react. You feel that your world is crashing, you feel that you lost the only thing and everything you have. All the rumors are painful to hear, but you realized the reality is much more painful to it.

" You really made me happy because you came and exist in my world. But it kills me to know that i don't exist in yours" Fangirl

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