my mom packed my things and we're heading at the hospital. still no news from Bom about Ji. and i feel like i wanna vomit. with blood. this days was a burden hell to me. i cough containing blood, saying that i will die soon. i feel like im alone already. and facing this hurtful truth.

now we're here at the hospital, i was rushed at the room already. the chemo session was started. i feel like my whole body is burning like hell. i did vomit twice. and my hair was starting to fall down. after a couple of minute, the chemo session was finished. i cried not just in pain, but i cried because of having a self-pity. Bom and Top came in my room. i was rushed and hug Bom tight

"be strong dorky. your mom and cheondung just went to the airport to see your dad. they didnt say farewell because you are in the OR. but definitely they will be back. and about Ji, i chatted with him. he said he just arrived in Vegas. still hates you. and planning to court his first love. i shouldnt tell you this dorky ."

tears fall from my eyes. "at least he move on that fast. hatred from me will be his new beginning. i want him to be happy. that's only my wish"

"how can he be happy if he hates you?"

"pain can be healed easily. he's with Juri. he will totally forget me."

tabi just tapped my shoulder and they both hug me. they said they will be out to buy food. as i left alone, i look at my necklace that was given to me by Ji.

"i miss you. im sorry" as i uttered and cried. and eventually, i fall asleep due to meds that was given to me.