everyone at the campus even my professors knew my situation already except for Ji. i know im being a ty unfair. Every day seems so quiet days. they wre trying to do their best to cheer me up. But that doesnt work for me. We already passed the requirements and we're just waiting for the clearance result. Probably Bom is candidate for laude. Shes perfectly awesome and had a full par scholarship since Freshmen days. I told my professors that I might not be attending graduation. Same with Ji. He will try to attend since they were going to Las Vegas for their family reunion.

"dorky! you're really unfair!"

"its not sure yet. i wanna attend but i'm schedule to have a check up again. im gonna die."

"its not a good joke dorky! youre not going to leave us!"

" minimize your voice corn!"

"mian."

and we ended up crying like a baby. Bom was my bestfriend since freshmen. And i do hope someday, she will continue to achieve our dreams. To be a famous Director.

Ji told me about his first love. her name is Juri Kim. I dont know whats on my mind but it suddenly came out of my mouth to utter who is who.

"where is she living now ?"

"currently, my mom told me shes in Vegas"

"so, you two will meet ?"

"i guess so, she's close to my omma."

"ah i see."

the pain got thrice now. i dont know why but i feel so jealous. i wanna put a tag to him and say he's mine. obviously, you all know how i feel. but sorry, im good in pretending.

"jagii. trust me with this"

"nae. saranghae."

"nado saranghae."

but i still feel emotionally weaker.