A/N: to all those people who don't read the "foreword" please do so before you read this.

if not the foreword than please, please, PLEASE *im begging you* to read the description.

thank you if you have.

and please if you havent~

ENJOY<3

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The feelings I get from seeing him smile is almost undeniable.

His smile…

His perfect and alluring smile…

I can never forget it…

They feelings that flooded through me when I saw him smile…

It was a year ago…when he smiled at me.

At me.

***

My friend, Ki and I, was walking down the street when all of a sudden, the breeze began to pick up and rain began to pelt down on us.

“What’s happening?!”

I shouted out to my best friend Ki.

We were both trying to run towards a sheltered place.

“I don’t know!”

Ki shouted back to me.

We ran and ran, but…we could never find one for some odd reason.

All the shops had closed, all the bus stops were already full of people who ran there to run away from the rain.

Suddenly, without me realizing, two umbrella’s was above me and Ki.

We stopped, our clothes dripping wet, our hair plastered to our face and our body freezing cold.

We turned around and saw the main vocalist of SHINee and the leader of SHINee; our favorite band.

Our eyes widened in shock.

What were idols doing out in the streets at this time of the day?

I didn’t know, I just knew that before I even got the time to ask and question their appearance, I had fainted.

As I fell, it was as if time was slowly down for me.

As my breathing slowed and my eye lids beginning to weigh down on me, I felt a pair of arms grab hold of me, stopping me from falling onto the ground.

The person smelt like flowers.

I hated the smell of flowers.

Maybe it was because flowers reminded me of death, I didn’t know.

I just hated flowers.

And yet…this person…this fragrance…its unforgettable.

It’s a gentle and sweet smell that you can just stay there and smell forever.

Even the skin of that person, was so smooth and lovely.

Can not withstand to make my eyes open for any longer, I gently closed my eye lids, but not before seeing a pair of worried eyes gaze at me with a warmth and intensity as the sun itself.

“Don’t…worry…”

I whispered before closing my eyes and falling asleep for who knows how long.

***

I felt a cloth that was cool and wet get put on my forehead and I slowly opened my eyes.

When my eyes were opened enough, I saw, to my horror or shock, I didn’t know which, that the person looking after me was no other than the clumsy and adorkable leader of SHINee, Onew.

“Ah…”

I tried to get up but was gently pushed back down by the hands which had taken be back to this place that was unfamiliar.

“Rest okay?” He said, a smile on his singsong lips and his eyes sparkling against the light.

“Where…am i?” I asked, hesitant.

Before I even received an answer from the oldest SHINee member I already knew where I was; the dorm of SHINee, the bed of Onew.

“I…have to go…” I said, making another attempt in getting up.

Suddenly, Onew got up and looked down at him, his signature smile off his face, and his eyes serious and scary looking.

“I told you to rest.” He said, his voice soft and yet giving out a trace of menace.

I slid back down onto the bed and rested my head on his pillow again.

Suddenly, the smile was back on his face and he sat down.

“Mianhae oppa…”

“For what?”

“For causing you all this trouble…”

He smiled at me.

The smile that made me fall for him.

That very smile that he had smiled at all his fans.

He was smiling at me.

At me.

“You’re no trouble.”

From that moment on, I could feel the earth rotating, I could feel time rushing to get past, I could feel fate encircling me.

My life had changed.

That incident had happened on the 8^th of April, Jonghyun’s birthday.