vic's pov

! why did i dream about him again. urgh! i hate this feeling! i look at my mobile phone and the alarm is screaming out, telling me its 4am. yea, im supposed to wake up at 4am and feeling energized to revise for my quiz this morning. but! the alarm woke me up from my dreadful dream. good. now i dont feel like studying for quiz. no way i can study when my head keep repeating the scene of my dream just now. no way i can study when my heart feels really heavy right now because of that dream. you know how your heart gets heavy right when you're feeling sad and stuff like that.. yea, i guess thats what im feeling now. hm.. deep down, i know that i miss him but im afraid to admit it to myself. isn't it over between us 3 years ago? and didn't i found my closure when i joined the healing retreat last time? you  probably gonna think that i went crazy when he left me. thats right. back then, he was my life. i never loved anyone as much as i loved him. and when we broke up, i just couldnt cope with the situation and thats when the healing retreat come in handy. but i guess the retreat never worked for me. gosh! why!? argh!! cant study like this. definitely cant. maybe i should sleep this feeling off. yes, im going to sleep again. zzzz....

3 hours later..

'yah! why are you late? i thought you're not coming today. how can i pass this quiz if you're not around today? madam seo will absolutely cut me off the class if i fail again.' urgh! yoona is always like this. babbling at me early in the morning. such a buzzkiller. 'yah,yoona shi, you will do just fine without me. araseo? i know u study your off last night.' 'mwo? study? yea right. i study for 5 minutes and rest for an hour.' yoona laugh telling me what she did last night. aigoo, this girl is really unbelievable. i rolled my eyes at her as we walk along the wet grey pavement to our class. seems like it rained pretty hard last night. i didnt notice because im sleeping like the dead, before and after the dream. that dream. hm... thank goodness i feel quite better now. vic! fighting! dont let your guards down! i wished yoona goodluck as soon as we arrived in the warm classroom. some of my coursemate are still busy revising for the last time. of course, some of them just dont care about the quiz. im not sure what im thinking right now. my mind wander back to my dream last night. i know im still haunted. im still haunted by you, nichkhun..