At the Park

Life....

Yuri’s P.O.V~

It was a gorgeous day with the sun shining bright and just the right amount of cloud to make the sky look pretty. We were just sitting on a bench and looking around. The park was empty except for three little girls. It would be normal to see children here, but I haven’t seen too many Koreans around here. They were having fun and kept laughing. It was a sweet sight after a school day.

“I want to go back to when I was a kid. I used to want to grow up, but what was I thinking? Being old is no fun. People judge everything you do. Whether it is your fashion sense, how you look, or who you hang out with. The problems we had while we were a kid are nothing compared to what we’ll face as we grow older. With so much internal conflicts and external facades; why did I want to grow up to face these? Is it possible to go back to living a carefree and happy life?” Yoona muttered as she gazed at the field around us. 

Wow she had such deep thoughts. If this is what she says out loud, what goes on in her head? You sure are a mysterious girl.

“We were young and didn’t know better. We were naïve. We looked up to the adults because they seemed to know what to do. I like to act childish because it makes me feel like a kid again.”

“Naïve? I would say we were stupid. Or at least I was,” she said in her soft voice. She had set her eyes on the clouds above us.

“Hmm? Naïve is just the nicer way to say stupid; doesn’t hurt as much.”

“They remind me of how Jessica, Krystal and I were. Krystal and I used to make Jessica sneak out with us. We would always have to drag Jessica to play with us. She would be reluctant at first, but at the end she would enjoy herself as much as we did. Krystal was one excited girl. She’s shy to others, but she wouldn’t stop bouncing with us. As she grew older, she started to lose the energy to bounce around. That’s another reason why I hate that I grew up. No more Baby Jung,” she was now looking at the cars driving past us.

“Hey hey hey, I don’t like the sad direction our conversation is heading. Let’s talk about happier topics. Hmm…. Do you like food?”

She laughed. She actually laughed! I said I melted from her smile, but now I think I just exploded. Her laugh was so innocent and childlike. How can someone have such a sad aura and have such innocent smiles and laughs?

“I was right. You are a fool. Babo~ Babo~ To answer your questions, yes I do like food. I love it as a matter of fact,” she laced her words with what I could only call aegyo. Sulli and Tiffany had natural aegyo, but that was nothing compared to how cute Yoona’s aegyo was. My heart was beating fast and hard. No! I can’t be like this. I can’t fall for a girl! It’s just not right!

“I’m not a fool!”

“Yes you are.”

“No I’m not!”

“Oh yes you are.”

“Aniyaaaaaaaaa! I’m not a fool!”

“Fine fine. Does saying that you’re a dork make it any better?”

“NO!”

“Fine, you’re adorkable. Happy?”

My heart was beating like crazy! Adorkable! Gah! No one has ever made me feel this way. Am I falling in love with Yoona?

“Hmph. Let’s play!” I was afraid that there would be an awkward moment after we stopped arguing so I dragged her to playground.

We went to the closest thing first, which happened to be a set. We fooled around, and had fun. Just like little kids would. We were too big for some parts of the playground so we hit our heads on some parts, but it only served to give us more laughs. It’s been such a long time since I’ve had so much fun. Our eyes met and we couldn’t help but burst out laughing at how each other looked. The sadness that was in Yoona’s eyes were gone, replaced by a mischievous twinkle. I guess Jessica was wrong; Yoona didn’t need that much time to open up. We got tired and decided to go play on the swing. We didn’t talk, but it was comfortable. Yoona is the first person I know that I got so comfortable with so soon.

Why am I falling in love? People will judge me. I need to wake up from this feeling. 

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Comment please. I want to have feedback so I know what I can change. 

P.S. I know this fic is far from done, but I am thinking of writting a new one-shot. I need your opinions though. Who should the characters be? I have an idea for the story, but I don't know who should be in it. There's a male lead and a female lead. Comment if you think I should write it, and if I should who should be the characters. It doesn't have to be a malexfemale OTP, it can be a femalexfemale OTP (just state who you think should be the guy). Thank you! Love you guys and keep doing aegyo!

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Ingravida
#1
Chapter 6: Wow...ok read everything they did to Yoon makes me sick!!!! Mmm yeah Many of the stories take the issue of homouality as highly accepted, but unfortunately it is not, the world is closed minded and rude, no one understands that homouality is something that you do not choose!!!!!! Is sad, is very sad.

people judge you without knowing how hard it involves having a different taste, how difficult it is to accept yourself, they just complicate life more.

I hope Yoona find what she needs in Yuri :-) yes I hope she can heal the heart of my beloved deer and not run away from what is beginning to feel.
JeTiLoveJeNy
#2
Chapter 6: I still like how the story goes with Yuri now already falling head over heels and Yoona so open to her now! <3<3<3
Ma best JeTi! Where are they!!?? And JungLi man! U_U

For me Jessi is the guy type for Tiff!! JeTi!! <3<3<3<3
JustinCutty
#3
Chapter 6: No !!! Yul don't deny the fact that you like Yoong .

And pls Author make more JungLi and JeTi moment pws pws . :-D

TFTU
AsukaEnergetic
#4
Chapter 6: Haha Yul, it's to LATE! You're already FALLING for Yoong and i KNOW ya won't feel any LESS! ;D Where's ma JeTi?? XD

I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT JeTi (Jessi's ma HUBBY TYPE) >~<

UPDATEEEE
JeTiLoveJeNy
#5
Chapter 5: Yaay for YoonYul's progress to love!! Yuri you're so charming lols :-D
More JeTi and JungLi too!! <3<3<3

I don't mind homos at all, I MEAN I SHIP JETI SO MUCH THAT I WOULD EVEN WANT THEM TO BE TOGETHER IN REAL LIFE LOL eventhough that would never happen hah >.<

UPDATE
AsukaEnergetic
#6
Chapter 5: I'm here for JeTi and i found some moments...but this plot about YoonYul made me very excited, so i also want to read kore about YoonYul's moments!
PUT LOTS OF JeTi and JungLi MOMENTS IN THIS FIC TOO, PRETTY PLEASE? >~<

I heard the life of being gay is very HARD...though if i was a lez, i think i wouldn't mind that much what other peopz say...but maybe it's only 'cause i've never experienced such. a thing :S but i do see many gays walking around in public in ma country withoutcaring what others say... ;D

I talk too much.
UPDAAAAAATE
LiaSweety
#7
Chapter 5: Please more updates This is so adorable :))
JeTiLoveJeNy
#8
Chapter 4: Aaaww Yuri...now start talking with her again!! >.<
Hehe Jessi and Tiff and Krystal and Sulli soo cute bonding effortlessy! <3<3<3

UPDATE
ninebreaker
#9
Chapter 4: Ok, Yuri...now that you two are alone you NEED to fix it ^-^
HAHAHA xD
LiaSweety
#10
Chapter 4: Yuri don`t give up ^^ I hope Yoona will open up soon :)) Thanks for the update :D

Update soon more ^-^