He sat there in his room, thinking. Thinking about all the emotional rushes he gets when he touches him, but Jonghyun doesn't know. All of this is pure friendship to him. All of the skinship is only friendship to him. 

Everything between them is still on the "just friends" line. 

But Key wanted it like that, despite the hurt. He wanted it to stay forever like that. For things to never change. For them to remain the same throughout and for no misundestandings to appear. 

But he moved on.

Everyday he would brag about her, about how beautiful she is and how he wishes to meet her. Key prayed everyday for him to never meet her, but his sins played him and the obvious won. He said he liked her, loved her. 

But Key decided to not let him off easily. So he decided on writing it. He decided on writing his feelings down.