mrs. lee went to her room as she already left the taemin and naeun to their room, she took off her coat and went straight to the viranda, she never thought of  meeting minzy again. and it breaks her heart as she watch her eldest son yearning, and longing for her.

"what should i do?"

as she mumble it to herself

"taemin, im so sorry my child~"

as she close her eyes and feel the cold breeze of the air as she remember that day

FLASHBACK

it was the arrival of the children in the most traumatic experience they have in Jeju, parents were all worried they were blaming themselves for not going or accompany their child/children some parents were relief already as they see their son/ daugther running to them. except for mrs lee, she was still shock as she recieve a call from the school telling her children where both in danger. she rush to the school and asked immediately what they meant. 

but right now shes waiting for her sons to arrived who were already okay from the accident. but to her surprice it was only taemin she saw, she run to him as taemin was still weak and seated in the wheelchair

"taemin!"

sa mrs lee immediately hugged her eldest

"im so sorry~mommy should come~"

as taemin hugged her mom and starts to cry

"im so sorry~ "

as mrs lee recognized the homeroom teacher she stood up

"excuse me but wheres my youngest?"

as her eyes was full of worries, fear and mix emotions

"mrs lee, about your youngest, were so sorry, we cant find him"

as mrs lee was heard the news she keeps on shaking her head, and the only word come to her mind "no" "their lying!"

"his alive right?~"

as mrs lee held the hands of the homeroom teacher

"were sorry~"

then it hit her, mrs lee broke down into tears, all she could think is kai, her baby, her preacious baby

"mommy~"

she look at taemin, anger came to her, how could her eldest urvive while her youngest didnt?  shes mad, she look at teamin with a accusing look, she look at him with discussed

"what kind a big brother are you!?"

as she shouts at the poor boy, not caring about the others would here

"how could you leave my baby!? how could you!?"

as the homeroom teacher watch mrs lee with a disbelieved look she came to her and stop her from screaming at the poor boy

"you useless child!"

"madame~please stop"

"no!"

"madame please~"

"just take him instead! just take him! i want my baby! give me back my baby!"

as she start to cry again this time mr lee was already their he took his wife from the homeroom teachers grip

"im so sorry~ ill handle this"

the homeroom teacher nod, and look at the poor child

"they said my baby is gone~ yeabo~ my baby~"

and tears came more into her eyes

==&==

few weeks have passed already mr and mrs lee keeps on looking and searching for their youngest son, taemin was already okay, his already better. 

taemin watch her mom crying at his little brothers room. she was crying furiously, he went inside

"mommy~"

mrs lee stop crying, and look at taemin, anger came back to her

"what are you doing in here?"

she asked with coldness, taemin bit his lower lip then look back at his mother

"mommy im sorry~"

then mrs lee cant help it, she stood up and slap taemin

"you!, i hate you! how dare you say sorry! do you even know what i felt right now!? you killed my baby!"

as she scream and shout at taemin. whose now crying from the slap in his cheeks

"leave"

"im sorry~"

"i said leave!"

then taemin run to his room and start crying

mrs lee was in raged, he locked the door and look at her youngest room she hugged her sons favorite stuff  toy and cried. she didnt want to loose his youngest, she just cant, her mind was too cloudy from the pain thought she immediately went to the bathroom og her son she keeps on looking and looking until she saw what she needed.

"mommy will come to you~"

as mrs lee slit her wrist. and everything went blank

after a few minutes mr lee arrived from work then he heard some panicked voices

"madame!"

then he run upstairs

"what happen!?"

"sir we need to get her to the hospital! now!"

as mr lee called an ambulance, in few minutes it arrived and did the first aid to his wife, he watch her with worried and scared look, he cant loose a family again, then he look for his eldest, as he saw his eldest with those eyes.

those eyes that he was so scared and most of all pain. mr lee run to his son and hugged him

"taemin, its okay. its not you fault~"

mr lee felt how terrified his child, how he shivered and trembled on what was happening 

"taemin listen to appa~"

then taemin cried, he cried so hard. mr lee took his son away from the scene

"my~ fault~ appa~ my fault~"

"no~, taemin~ its an accident~ appa dont blame you~ shh~"

as mr lee keeps on letting his eldest to calm down, his scared that her wife did such thing but his more afraid on what will this stuff would affect taemin.

END OF FLASHBACK

"how could you leave me?~"

"your his mother, treat him better, its not his fault, you should accept that fact"

"i already did~"

"take good care of him, he loves you so much that he never done what he likes"

"tell me what should i do?~"

"for once, give him the freedom, give him what he likes the most, dont stop him"

"yeabo~ "

again the cold breeze of air touch mrs lee's cheeks as she keeps on looking at the stars

"should i do that?~yeabo?"

as she remember how taemin look at minzy.

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wassup people?? just kidding~

pradha: mhhh~ ^^ i think i would add them here?...lemme think about it ^^ what will happen?? _________________and ______________and ____________ and ____________. yeah that will happen^^ hahaha..sorry, i cant be a spoiler ^^

HatouYmMinaj: ^^ me too~ i dont want them to separate but who know? its their lovelife~ hahahahahaha...

so heres my TREAT!!

i found this macros and i just cant stop smiling and laughing at it