I really never intended for this to happen……  All I wanted was for him to become mine.  I wonder when I started to

have an obsession for him.  Maybe it all started after the countless times the sweet melody of his voice would grace

my ears.  I really had no intention of harming him……  All I ever wanted was for him to love and desire me like I do

him, but……  when I heard the words of rejection flow from his plump lips, something inside of me snapped and I did

the unthinkable…..  I really am pathetic……  I really have become a damned mad man……  If only he wouldn’t have

rejected me……  If only I wouldn’t have snapped……  If only things would have went my way, I wouldn’t have even

dared to do what I have done!  My little songbird should be free instead of being imprisoned here with me.  Reality

of my crime sets in the longer I engrave the image of a broken and unconscious man lying on my bed.  There’s no

way he’ll ever love me now……  Not after all of the horrible things I have done to him.  I don’t even bother to pray

for forgiveness because I simply do not deserve it.  The overpowering feeling of guilt suffocates me to no end.  However,

a very satisfied feeling is beginning to emerge from within me because now……  I am finally able to have the man

that has captivated my heart all to myself.  I feel as if my true self is slipping from my grasp rapidly.  The real Yunho

would never dream of harming anyone.  It is like an imposter has entered my body and taken over.  The true Yunho

is falling into a never ending abyss of darkness and soon, he will never be seen again.  But what can I say?  I

strangely don’t mind this new me……  I sit with conflicted feelings slowly eating at me.  I can feel my true self

trying desperately to hold onto my consciousness, but the new Yunho laughs and effortlessly takes over my

body and mind.  I really am going crazy……  All of this has happened because of this one man……  The man my sick

obsession revolves around……  Kim Jaejoong……