I Didn't Even Know

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I Didn't    Even Know

Himchan's fingertips were nervously drumming on the arm of the couch. He was impatiently waiting for Yongguk to comeback to dorm
He had to tell him
It had been boiling deep down his stomach since the very first day, but was too afraid to even think about telling him.
It would've ruined their friendship, he thought, it was better for him, for them to keep all inside.
But today, the kettle was whistling so shrill in his stomach that he had to pour it all out.
He loves Yongguk. But not kind of silly love, where you only start loving on a heartbeat - REAL LOVE.
He couldn't even explain how he felt toward his best mate Yongguk. Beside he thought he was straight, loving Yongguk completely destabilized Himchan.
But after all this time, he accepted the fact that he might be biual. After all, a lot of people are and it's utterly correct, right?