A/N: Dedicated to maria501 for being a loyal fan of the story and waiting all this time ^^ Kamsamnida chingu <3

Jan Di’s POV

Darn, damn, screw it, no wait! SCREW HIM!

It’s all because of him! This is all happening because of him! That stupid head of a guy who don’t even know who we are! How dare he even think to join our band without even knowing our names? I’m losing my mind here!

“Yah! Stop it!” I shouted on the top of my lungs

We moved into our oh-to-be-called dorm today’s morning and the situation here is literally insane!

Seung Jo, unpacked his stuff and went out leaving me to deal with all the crazy kids here. Ga Eul and Ha Ni have been fighting for nearly an hour now on which room should each one of they take, I mean for God’s sake! The rooms are all the same!

Taeyeon, being the food-perverted has nearly burned the kitchen down, even though she loves food and so, she’s a horrible cooker.

Lee Shin and Junhyung, doing the thing I hate the most, throwing their stuff anywhere and everywhere they walk in. Great. The dorm has turned into a war battle field already!

And Mr. Young Saeng? I don’t know where he is, since our little fight last night, we didn’t talk to each other or let’s say, we didn’t want to talk to each other. Actually, I didn’t mean to scare him off… maybe I did, just a little. But wait a minute? Am I a scary person? Ah whatever, he better stay away from me for now.

“ENOUGH!” I screamed, and for the first time, I could hear my voice echoing all around the building, I won’t be surprised if it even reached the end of the street

Wow, I never screamed like this before

Dead silent

“That’s better” I sighed, tucking my hair behind my ears

“Now, everyone, clean this mess up” I said coldly

Silence

“Can’t you hear me?” I frowned at them

Blink blink

“Ah, you mean the girls right? I mean, cleaning up isn’t really a guy’s thing” mumbled Lee Shin

“I said everyone, which means all of you” I repeated

They just hung their heads down and started cleaning up, and in a matter of minutes, the dorm was back to its normal state: impressive

It was literally breathe-taking, a huge living room with white and blue furniture, a grand kitchen with a dining room next to it, 10 bedrooms with king sized beds and 12 inches wide TV screens, the practicing room was so big and it had everything we needed for practice and finally, the recording studio, yep, we had one.

Our dorm had an amazing view on the sea, it also had a huge swimming pool outside, oh, and the garden, it’s absolutely amazing, my favorite place in the dorm so far.

“Now guys, since you are done, there’s some important things we need to discuss” I said

Everyone sighed and groaned

“Unnie, can’t you save it for tomorrow? We’re so tired and it’s already late. Please?” Ga Eul begged with pleading eyes

But noooo

“Nop” I replied casually

They groaned again

“Is everyone here?” I asked

“Um, Young Saeng is not here” Replied Junhyung

I swear I could feel my blood boiling at the mention of his name

Calm down Jan Di, calm down

“Where did he go?” I asked in a high-pitched tone

“I’m here”

I turned around, only to see Young Saeng emerging through the door and coming down the stairs that led to the living room

“We shall start now” I moved my gaze back to the others ignoring his presence

He came and sat down next to Junhyung

“Since we guys are going to live together, for quite long I guess, we need to get along together, and by getting along I mean respecting in the first place”

They blinked and I just rolled my eyes. How dense.

“Rule no. 1: Waking up is at 6AM during school days and no more than 12PM during the weekends” I started

“But...” Interrupted Ha Ni

“No. 2: No one is allowed to go outside the dorm without telling me unless it’s for an emergency” I said eying Young Saeng whom rolled his eyes in defeat

“No. 3: You have to be quiet, no screaming, loud music or anything with beaming sounds is allowed in this house”

“No. 4: We have to work together, inform each other of any plans or any changes or important decisions we need to make, and by decisions I mean the ones that are related to the band not the private ones”

“No. 5: The ice cream in the fridge is mine” I said looking at Taeyeon

“Ah why?” She pouted

“Because you are a food monster!” I said giving her my you-should-already-know look

I saw Young Saeng sniffling a giggle

“Is there anything funny Young Saeng-ssi?” I asked crossing my arms over my chest

“Oh, no, no, nothing at all” He replied waving his hands in defeat

“Good” I said “And finally, watch out your actions and where you go guys, you know that we’re always watched” I said

“Yeah” was all what they said

“Now you can go, good night” I said motioning towards the bedrooms

“Good night unnie”

“Good night leader Geum”

“Good night Jan Di”

And like this, the guys were all gone to their bedrooms and the house fell silent again

Aigoo, they can be really troublesome sometimes, but still, I can’t live without them. I smiled at the thought

And once again, I was all alone in a big house, I sat on one of the couches, bringing my legs to my chest, the lights were slightly off, I like it this way

And without me realizing, a tear escaped my eye, and the river of emotions started flowing through me again

Life can be a piece of shit sometimes can’t it?

The words he told me before he left, were still echoing in my mind, but it doesn’t make sense! I swear it doesn’t!

“I’m doing this to protect you!”

Was all I could remember

Protect me huh? I see.

Losing people you love hurts so much, I wonder if dying hurts as much as it did.

My life has been just a series of unstoppable drama; I should turn it into a movie or book… something like that

But the wound that is still bleeding, the stab in my heart is much bigger

That person, that person didn’t deserve that! I wish it was me, I wish it happened to me instead… I, I just wish that time will go back, once, just once…

The sound of firing bullets, collapsing on the cold ground, holding that person’s bloody hand, it was the first snow… It wasn’t supposed to go that way

My series of thoughts was interrupted by someone clearing their throat. I lifted my head a bit and there he was, leaning casually against the kitchen counter and looking at me

“You’re still awake?” Asked Young Saeng

“No, I’m walking in my sleep” I answered sarcastically

Not funny.

“I’m the one who should be asking you, why are you still awake?” I asked in a bored tone

“I just came to get some water” Answered Young Saeng in a low voice

“I see. I’m going to sleep then”, I said then got off the couch and when I turned around to leave

“Were you crying?” Asked Young Saeng in a worried tone

I froze “N-No” I answered with uncertainty in my voice. I hope he didn’t realize it

Too late

“What’s the matter?” Asked Young Saeng taking a few steps towards me

“None of your business” I started walking away again when he grabbed my wrist

“I can listen to you, you know…” He answered with a sense of hurt in his voice

“You? Why would I even tell you? You are the last person I’d even think to…”

Young Saeng pulled me harshly, turning me around to face him, his face is alarmingly close to mine

“You, why do you hate me?” He asked sending a shiver down my spine

And I just stood in my place staring at him with wide eyes

Ahem ahem!

Hye Mi is back xD

LOL just kidding ^^

Hello my lovely readers!

It’s been a loooooong time!

I missed you guys so much but ottuke? High school is killing me :(

Being a junior, it’s a real torture *sigh* I finished my first exams yesterday and now it’s the Eid vacation =D Happy Eid in advance everyone ^^

I know that some of you thought I gave up on this story but nop. I will never do that! ;)

And for maria501, I kept my promise! And a big THANK YOU for being faithful and believing in me *flying kisses*

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