Got my train ticket from my wallet. Back to my old patterns again. School-Home-School. Sigh. A sudden thought stopped me from walking. Just what the hell happened to us? For two years I have loved her, no one but her.

I moved my feet towards the train and sat down between an old woman, who seems a bit cranky, and a good looking tall guy. He smiled. Is he a superstar model or something? I like him. I mean, I’m not a fanboy or anything but I like to be him. If I was as handsome and matured as he is, maybe our relationship might last longer… Longer as forever.

I checked her facebook profile on my phone. Here I go again.

“No posts again huh?”

“What is she so busy about?”

“I wonder what she’s doing right now.”

Now I’m talking to myself. This is so insane. I would always check if she’s online. Hoping that one day she would talk to me… or I could talk to her. But what would I tell her? I lost my mind.

She’s online! I almost jump on my seat. Finally. I clicked her name and started typing…

Baby, I… I heaved a deep sigh. I just don’t know what to say.

-Newsfeed-

… is in a relationship…

What?

… is in a relationship…

Whaaaat?!

My eyes widen as I read that. Just how? Why is she doing this to me? I don’t get it. Heh. No, this is just one of her stupid jokes.

But what if it’s real? What am I going to do?

What I need to know is with whom?

…is in a relationship with Park Chanyeol. ♥

“Park Chan…yeol?” That was his name. It sounds... I don’t know. For a moment, I noticed that the tall guy was glancing at my phone. Why? Does he know Park-guy? Well, I don’t care. Never heard of him.

Minutes have passed and I was just staring at the screen of my phone. For two months, just eight weeks she already found my replacement? Are we that broken that she has to look for another guy so fast? There are things I still need to clear between us but she didn’t gave me a chance and now… this?

It hurts.

Two stations left. There’s no one in the train but me and the tall guy who transferred in front of me. Tears started falling down, my eyes just can’t stop it.

“I never knew she hated me this much.” I whispered to myself while trying to cover my face with my arms. The feeling is so heavy that I don’t even understand. I don’t understand how I can care so much for a person who seems not to care at all. “No, I shouldn’t cry. A real man doesn’t cry…. Not in public.”

“It takes a real man to cry, dude. Don’t be afraid to cry over someone you really love.”

“That Park Chanyeol… This is all your fault.”

“How did you know my name?”

AN: Chanyeol and Luhan are my two biases in

exo and i hardly ship them. I hope i'm not the only one

who likes this OTP loool XD I mean they are really cute

and cuter together hehehe Hope you like it ^^

THANKSSS SO MUCH FOR THE WONDERFUL COVER Shyvana :3

images credits to the owner