today is really is a tough day. why?! coz i have to decide should i stay here ALONE in indonesia, or should i go with my family to korea. now i'm in the yard of my house, which one should i chose? AAAARGH!! if.. if i stay here, am i gonna deal with all my friend have treat me before? can i see their face after what they did to me? GOD ZARA, they just using you coz you were rich!! *sigh*

"keyya-yaa~ what should i do? should i just go with them?" i ask to my keyya (keyya is my lion doll kekeke~)

"AAAAA ETTHEOKEEE???" i pulled my hair, and ouch!!! it's really heart, aish!! babo!! 

"excuse me miss…" my maid say

"what?" i ask in a annoyed tone(in indonesia okay? hehehe)

"your mom and dad calling you.." she said in a very polite sound

"*sigh* okay, where are they?"

"they were in your room…"

"what? what are they doing in my room?" i ask her and just run to my room and bring keyya in my left hand. i go upstairs where my room is, and i stop infront my room door. then i knocked it first and come in

"oh zara-ya.. come her.." my dad said, i nodded and come to my dad who was lying in my dad. i put my head in my dad's shoulder and sigh

"why are you sighing?" my dad ask

"it's just… i haven't decide it dad, i don't really sure about going to korea… i mean.."

"mmm? go on…" my mom said, and take my right hand and start playing with it

"i don't know mama, i'm not good about finding friend and stuff.. even if i can speak korean fluently.. i just don't want to feel what i have feel before.. " i said in a sad tone

"it wont hunny, every thing is going to be fine there… and besides there's something else we want to talk to you…" my mom said and smile

"mmm, what's about? don't say you have found a husband for me!! mama please i'm only 18!!" i said an mom dad laughing for what i said

"no no… no zara.. it's not what i'm saying.. or do you really want us to arrange a married for you!! i would love to!! hahahaha" my mom laughing again

"aaa no no no… so what are you guys want to tell me?"

"well… actually you have a brother.." my dad said with a smile face

"I HAVE WHAT?" i ask them with a really surprise tone, what can i say? i just get tell that i have a brother, and they keep it for 18 years!! great!!! just great!!

"wow wow wow!! slow down girl…" my dad said and rubbed his right ear

"sorry.. but seriously your kidding right?"

"no, your dad is tell the truth.. you are have a brother and he live in korea for 17 years… he's name is ok taecyeon he was 5 year older than you, and you can see his picture in google.. he was a member of k-pop artist boy band named 2pm.."

"wait wait!! did you just say that i have an oppa, and he was an idol?" i cut my mom

"mmm.. are you not believe me?" my mom ask, and i just shake my head

"you should check your self, here…" my dad give me his ipad and i search his name in google, and IT WAS TRUE!!! WTF!! zara watch your mouth!! sorry guys kekekeke~ oh my god!! he was a good looking ahahahahaa, wiii~ i got a brother and he was famous, and he was so ing gorgeous!! but wait!!

"mama dad, but it's write that he have lived in US and he have a older sister!!" i said to them, and they look at each other and they smile gone slowly

"*sugh* it was a long story dear.." my mom tell me and take my dad's hand

"then make it short…"

"mmmm…. it's really hard to explain it to you zara.. he got adopted by his new parents that it wrote in that google you have read, and it's because back then i'm not like now wealthy, i'm just a regular man who just got a wrong work… i lost a lot of money and i borrowed a lot of money with that guy and he just getting married but his wife birth a girl.. he wanted a boy and that time your mother is pregnant taecyeon, he knew that the baby is boy so when taecyeon is born he took him… we had a deal, he take the baby and all my debts paid off…. it's all my fault i shouldn't do that, that's why after you were born i always take care of you.. i always give all you want, i don't want to lose my daughter too.. i regret what i did before.." he was crying right now with my mom, while he tell everything to me i started crying to. i hugged my mom and dad, and we cried together. i never thought that his live is more painful than i have felt before. i just have leaved by all my friend, but he was leaved by his own son. i can't believe this, it's not my dad that i know, he always cheer up never cry, never show me his tired face even he was really tired after his job. he never got mad after i run away house, he never yelled to me, while my mom was just want me to not disappointed my dad. now i know why my mom always said that i should make him proud of me, make him smiled, make him know that i was saved, make him trusted me, make him always be in his side. it's because of his past, it's because he feel torrible about what he have done in the past. i was always feel that my dad not care about me, he just care about his work. now i know why he always work work work and work, he want to be success like now he already be, he wanted to have his son back, he wanted to make me happy. i should have listen to my dad everything before, coz he know what he was talking, coz he already feel it. i shouldn't cry like this, i have to support him. i have to show him i am a big girl now he can trust me. i wiped my dad tears and kiss his forehead and smile

"it's okay dad, i'm not going to leave you.. you wont lose me, i always be your side… that's why i decide i will go to korea with you.." i hugged him again and my mom hugged me from behind

"thank you my daughter…" my dad said. we just stayed like that for about 5 mints and i start asking about my brother who just i got know 15 minute before

"so… did taecyeon oppa know about… us?" i ask my mom, oh right!! i forget to tell you, so my dad is pure korea while my mom is half korea half indonesia

"oh yeobo she already call him oppa… aaaw~ so cute~" my mom said and pinched my right cheek

"aaaa mama that's hurt!!!" i rub my right check while she just laughing

"he knows everything, he have told by his step father when i tell my ex-boss i'm going to korea to take my son back…" my dad said in a proud

"nice job dad kekekeke~" i said and punched him lightly, our family is really like to joke around. i mean we were just like friends, well you can say that ahahaha.

"so what time are we going to korea?" i ask them

"tomorrow morning…" my dad said

"what? that soon? i haven't even packed.." i pouted and my dad frown when i say packed

"packed? for what?" he ask

"dad, please!! were going to korea tomorrow morning and i don't even have to wear when i reach there!!" i said to him and start opening my closet, oh right my closet is really big, you can say it can be as big as a room.

"no you don't have to packed, everything is already ready there…" my mom said with a big smile

"huh?"

"i already sent all your favorite stuff there, and you can just shop there.."

"really? REALLY?" muahahaha, i really like shopping!! i was like shopper holic sometimes, kekeke~ i can shopping for 12 hours, ahahaha

"hmm hmmm, and your dad is already agree that you can have your own car there.."

"SERIOUSLY?" i think my eyes can be popped out coz i'm to exited, i screamed and jump like a mad person

"you can pick your own car, it's my present for you to come with us.." my dad smiled, and i run to him. he fall to my bed, and we laughing together oh i love my family!! i just love them with all my heart!! so~ i'm coming korea!! 

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finally i have a courage to put a fic here!! kekekke~ sorry if you don't like this guy, but i really have been work hard for making this. i just lost all my memory in my macbook, so i made this new one but it's kinda similar from what i made before kekeke~

hope you enjoyed :)

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