You know, it's not easy to be an army wife. There's so much pressure. There's so much temptation. Your lonely. You need cuddling. You just need some love to fulfill your needs. I tried...I really tried. But this heart, this lonely hole in my chest couldn't take it anymore. I needed something to take my mind off of things. And I think I may have found it. I don't care if you agree or not. But I needed to come clean with my story. But you know what my problem was? Well my two problems? 

1) I was tied down too early. My intentions weren't to get married at 28. Nah! My plan was to have a life. To experience the world before I reached the 35. Then MAYBE I would have start thinking about things like that.

2) I should really do background checks on some of the men I meet. And let's just leave it there.