I've always been bullied. I just never been able to stand up for myself. Me with my small boyish frame and everyone else taller or skinner. I never knew what to do. If I try to seek help, things will just get worst so what's the point. I get bullied for everything. If I raise my hand in class to an answer, you'd hear snickers from the back concluding with a snark remark and laughing. Or if I'm late to class I get bullied. If I bring a book to lunch I get bullied. I like to think it's not my fault but maybe it is. Maybe I should be a cool guy. Bully everyone in sight and rip them to shreds. But no I can't do that. It would make me a hypocrite to my own problem. I'd just be hiding my true self, which I refuse to do. Oh and my worst problem is that everyone thinks I'm gay except for my small group of people. Lee Ji-eun and Huang Zitao and Kim Jongin. But I'm not. my name is Lee Taemin.