Pain
The Bittersweet of Love
A n g e l i l y 9 5 p r o u d l y p r e s e n t t o y o u t h e b i t t e r s w e e t o f l o v e
M I N H A 'S P O V
I open my eyes, pulling off the blanket from my body. Wasn't Changjo too much? Poor L. Joe. I shouldn't take his
word seriously. Maybe he didn't realise it when he called me stupid. I turn into sit position, glancing at Changjo who
is sleeping beside me. His expression looks miserable. Poor him. He broke up again with Nari because of me, again.
And once again, he is in his own world. Talk less, eat less and sleep more. It been 2 days since he broke up with Nari
and 2 days of me without L. Joe too. " Already wake? " Changjo yawns, hugging me by my waist. " Changjo " I release
his grip. " L. Joe will mad at me " I say, realising that L. Joe hates it when Changjo touches me. " Who cares? He
isn't your boyfriend anymore " Changjo lets out a sigh. What? You're wrong Changjo. He is my boyfriend forever.
What's in Changjo's mind actually? " And no one will mad at me. Even Nari is not my girlfriend anymore " Changjo
put a pillow on top of his face. I know he is sad. " Changjo-ah " I shake his shoulder slowly. He remains stiff. I don't
want him to be sad. " Changjo-ah " I pull the pillow from his hand. He is facepalming his face.
" Don't be sad " I say, removing his hand off his face. His face is red. He only stares at me, making me feel kinda
scared of him. He opens his arm, wanting a hug from me. What should I do? " Minha-ah " he cries, his arm still wide
open. Alright, I surrender. I jump into his arm and I can feel his strong arms wrapped around my body. " Nari is so
mean " he mumbles on my shoulder, shaking. " Changjo-ah, stop crying " I wipe his cheek with my fingers. He
on his bottom lips, controlling himself from crying. " I love her " he says, turning his body facing the matress. I don't
know what to do and to say. If I was on Nari's shoes, I would get mad too if my boyfriend did that to another girl. I
am sure that L. Joe won't do such thing. " Minha-ah " Changjo is facing me back. I look at him, wanna know what he
wants to say. " Can you promise me something? " he holds both of my hand. I can feel that his hands are cold.
Promise? Promise what?
" Don't leave me again like you did before. Don't leave me like Nari did " he is begging, leaving me with no option
but to nod. Changjo. He can't accept it when peoples ignored him. He scared of it. " Changjo-ah, don't worry, okay?
I am here for you anytime. You have Eunji unnie too " I convince him. Yeah, I know that he is close with Eunji. That
was the answer of his disapperance at night. Ricky whined to me that because of Changjo, he couldn't spend time
with Eunji anymore. " Noona? But she doesn't like me " Changjo says, frowning. I don't think so. If Eunji doesn't like
him, why they were always together? Why Eunji looked happy when her hand was in Changjo's. I am pretty sure that
Eunji like Changjo, at least as a dongsaeng. " She likes you, Changjo. Unnie likes you " I assure Changjo about that.
His bad face expression turns into a good one. " Really? " he smiles. I nod.
" Now you have unnie and me. Don't be sad anymore, okay? " I feel relieve when he nods and smiles. Baby Changjo,
always want attention. " Minha-ah " he slighty touches my hand. My eyes focus on him. " What? " I ask. " You don't
have to be sad too. You have me " he caresses my head. I fake a smile. Yes, I have Changjo but it's different. I still
need L. Joe. L. Joe is my boyfriend.
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