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The Bittersweet of LoveA n g e l i l y 9 5 p r o u d l y p r e s e n t t o y o u t h e b i t t e r s w e e t o f l o v e
C H A N H E E 'S P O V
My home looks like a bomb went off in it. Everything has been taken off the shelves and pulled away from the walls
by Eunji. She is now sitting on the floor, crying her heart out. She is being crazy almost weeks after L. Joe ran away.
She even stay in my house, don't want to back at her aunt's place. She said she will stay here until L. Joe back here
again. For me, it's useless. I know L. Joe very well, he even ran away from California when his omma forced him to
engage with a chinese girl named Angela.
I feel guilty toward her because I took her innoceness without her acknowledgement. She was uncouncious because
that day, she took coke and medicine. I finally realise that. I walk toward her, kneeling in front of her. " Chunji-ah, I
want Byunghun to come back. I want to ask for his forgiveness. I want him back " her tears flowing like a river. Why
she want to ask for his forgiveness, it wasn't her fault. It's mine.
" He won't. Trust me " I stare at her face, my heart cringes. " IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!! " she punches my chest
violently. " You have me, Eunji-ah " I hug her, trying to calm her down. " Byunghun-ah, mianhae. Byunghun-ah "
that's all come from hers. What can I do? She never respond when I said that. I sigh, pulling her closer to me.
" Forget him " I pick her up, trying my best to go through all the things on the floor. L. Joe's room is hers now.
" Go to sleep " I place her on the bed. I can tell her body already weak from what she did. " Chunji-ah, Byunghun- " I
place my finger on her lips. " Sleep. " I kiss her temple before walking to the living room. I have to clean all the mess,
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