Zelo's POV

I open my eyes and felt confuse upon seeing myself laying on a comfortable bed. It felt really different, like you actually re-live twice. I still had some headache though. While my eyes are doing some sight-seeing, I've come to realise that my parents including the people that I love was soundly asleep around me. A grin appeared on my face seeing Chaerin noona right by my side. Thanks to her, I'm still alive. Then, a sudden cough which I couldn't control causes everyone to wake up from their slumber and the first person to speak is my mum.

"Zelo? OMG!! You're awake!! Thank God!" she exclaimed and hug my tightly

Everyone heave a sigh of relief and they start with their nagging upon my stupid actions. I apologise to them a few times and they accepted in an instant.  My mum and dad excuse themselves to go to the cafeteria to buy me some food to eat. Nichkhun and Taecyeon couldn't stop telling me about how worried they were but turns it out into a joke. Then, I focus my vision on Chaerin noona who had been silent since just now. I lift up my weak hands in a slow motion towards her. Before I could even reach out for hers, she immediately take my hand.

"Noona...komawo. For saving my life," I thanked her

"Don't you ever do such things again you understand? You scare all of us. Things will get better with your sister alright? Just be patient. Hope you're feeling better now," she adviced me, patting my hand

"I just need you to stay with me and I will be better than ever," I told her and smile

"Ok..... this is getting awkward. Ermmm.. why don't we leave the two of you alone first. See you later. Let's go Nichkhun!" Taecyeon hinted

Poor Nichkhun doesn't seem to understand and get it.

"Why must we leave? We haven't even had a proper conversation yet with Zelo," Nichkhun complained

"Aiisshh, why are you so slow. Enough talking and just move! Aiish!" Taecyeon grumbled and push Nichkhun out

"Yah!! There is no need to push! Tskk..tsk.." Nichkhun growled

Narrator's POV

Sasha stare at Jay in blank amazement and the shock robbed her off speech. Tears well up in her eyes and begin rolling down her cheeks like rivulets. Jay on the other hand had his pulse racing with full of relief upon meeting the person that he had been longing to see and a mix of fear feeling as well. This might be a success or a failure. He might also be rejected or accepted back. Although he was paralysed with full of fear, he dared himself to take a few steps towards Sasha.

In an instant, Sasha who had frightening though racing through her mind, take a few steps away from him. The guy who kept bringing nightmare to her past. The feeling of having enough trouble is looming over her. Her hands shiver as she force herself to believe that this is only a dream.

"Sasha?" called Jay in a calm tone

Sasha again jerk away from him, avoiding his eye contact.

"What are you doing here? I told you not to find me. Please go, so that this will only be a hallucination to me," said Sasha

"What if I'm not one of you hallucinations? What if I'm real to you? Can you please don't try to distance yourself away from me and hear what I'm about to say?" pleaded Jay who is moving closer and closer till their forehead almost touches

Jay's prescence is too heartbreaking for Sasha to command her own feet to move that only tears could be the replacement.

"There is nothing else to explain. I had been through lots of bulls and I had enough Jay. I just want to start of a new life, be a new person and have a new aim in life. In order to do that, I need you to disappear and forget about me...tsk..," sobbed Sasha

Sasha could not stand her own emotions that she decided to find Youngjae who had not return since just now.

"Nichkhun~~," exclaimed Jay

She pause her steps upon hearing that name.

"Nichkhun, Taecyeon, Wooyoung, Zelo, Chaerin, Park Bom, Minzy, your mum and dad. They can't forget you. They really miss you," Jay sobbed

Those names, those important and meaningful names causes and unexpected wave of guilt to swept over Sasha and is too raw with pain for her to speak. Choking in tears in silent, she take one step when Jay grab hold of her hand tightly. Sasha heard him sob despondently.

"And I...I miss you too," he cried in despair

Sasha's POV

Is this some sort of a trap to allow history to repeat itself? I'm afraid of sweet words, I'm afraid of touching and sympathy words and I'm certainly afraid of beliving in them anymore. I'm not sure if I could trust them this time.I take a deep breath and make a point to continue my pace when out of a sudden, Jay give me a tight back hug. Really tight for me to even struggle myself free.

"Jay please. Let go of me, right now. I'm with someone else now and I don't want you to ruin our date. Please let go of me before he comes back," I told him and try to struggle free again when I heard him crying 

I could feel his heartbeating increasingly fast, moving the same pace as my heart is experiencing right now. I can' help but to shed tears seeing him in that state and I wonder why must the bad memories kept coming closer and closer to me.

"You're lying. Your heart, it's beating fast. Sasha, I not only miss you but....I love you," he confessed

My entire body froze in respond to what he just said. My heart totally sank when he said that and tears starts to well up in my eyes. Should I believe him? The word 'i love you' could be scary after what I've been through. He continue sobbing and his arms are still wrapping around my shoulders. I could feel him leaning against it and letting it all out as if hoping that I would give him a chance. With a soft heart, I cried silently as well and we stood in the position, crying and sharing the same feeling and emotions together.

"Jaebal....give me a chance?" he pleaded and cried again

Youngjae's POV

As I watch the painful scene from far, I could hear my own heart breaking into pieces. With tears in my eyes, a quaver in my throat, one by one of my tears stream down my cheeks falling down to the ground. I'm overflowed with sadness that I force my stubborn eyes from looking away Sasha and Jay. I knew from the start, she would never be able to forget her past and it had been proven right in front of my eyes right now. Seeing her being in someone else's arms is just not right! Wae?!!! WAE?!!!!! AAARRRGGHHH!! I run to an empty washroom and lock myself inside. I wail in melachony, venging all of what I am feeling inside using a bit of violence causing me to get hurt.

Why must my fate be this worst compared to others? Am I fated to stay single for life? COME ON!!! I'M HUMAN TOO!! I DESERVE TO FALL IN LOVE. Life is so selfish, so selfish that it will only lead you to lots of misery and disappointment. I look at myself in the mirror. Eyes and cheeks are already so swollen and puffy. This isn't the me I used to be! I don't want to be this Youngjae! I want to be my old cheerful self and life back! Boiling with rage upon seeing a loser in me by staring that mirror, I lift up my fist and punch the mirror. It crack and some of the pieces fell making a cling sound.

Blood starts to ooze out continuously from my fist. Funny that I don't even feel any pain from it.So it's true what people use to say. You won't feel any pain physically when you're emotionally and internally hurt inside. Love is the most beautiful thing to have, hardest thing to earn and definitely the most painful things to lose. I know what my reasons are to hand over Sasha to Jay and I hope she will understands it even though I know it's hard for me to accept the reason.

"Mianhe Sasha, I did this because I love you, love you too much that I am willing to sacrifice everything that I had to you. I hope you would understand my intentions. I could snatch you away from Jay but after hearing his true confession a few days back and after knowing his true feelings to you, I just can't be the third party to destroy your relationship with him. Mianhe that I ruin the date and lied to you that I'm going to the washroom. I have to disappear from your sight because I'm afraid that my broken heart pieces will cut and bruse you unconditionally. You had enough sufferings now allow me to just walk away from your love life. Tskk...Tsk.... like you said to me before, no matter how bad life could get, I gotta stay strong and be patient until the right time comes. Tskkk...tsk.... saranghae Sasha," I talk alone, imagining is Sasha were to hear it

Narrator's POV

After hugging for what felt like years, Sasha slowly uses her hand to remove Jay's grip away from her. This time, Jay allow his hand to break free from her. Looking downwards miserably because high chance he knows that Sasha will stick to her moving on plan and forget about him including the rest. The feeling of not wanting to live anymore is overwhelming for Jay.

Feeling bad and wanting to end this quickly, Sasha grab hold onto his hands and try to confront him in a very calm and comforting way.

"Jay, why? Why are you doing this to yourself? Why must you come all the way here, just to apologise? Tsk... You and Youngjae planned this didn't you? Listen, I had forgiven all of your mistakes, in fact everyone's mistakes because I find it no point to hate all of you because you guys had done nothing wrong. I know I suffered to much, but all of that makes me stronger and whatever happened is a lesson to be learnt. So I've made a point to live a normal life and be away from the people that I love because I'm scared I would create another problem like what happened before. I forgive you too, all of your mistakes alright? Please just forget about me and live life to the fullest ok Jay? No point hanging on to someone who will always bring trouble into your life," Sasha lamented, thinking about her stupid wrong doings of disguising

"What about the memories that we shared since young? You're really gonna forget all that? Not only our memories but including our three other friends as well. I hope that's not in your bad memory list. You forget about our friendship promise. Need me to recall for you?" Jay tried his best to lengthen the conversation

"Jay please," Sasha begged and cried

"Do you know what makes us feel with you breaking those promises like it's no big deal? Nichkhun, Taecyeon and Wooyoung felt really hurt by your actions, it's just that they didn't show it. Although Wooyoung is a jerk, I know and had a feeling he still misses us. We promise to be friends forever with them until we die. We even talk about having cemetery side by side with each other. Have you forgotten that? And I felt worst when you requested me to forget about you. How...How could I do that when there are so many things that are still undone?---

"Have you forgotten? I promise to find you the star that you wanted. How could I forget about you when the promise is not being fulfilled yet? Most importantly, what if I can't ever forget about you? I cherish you the most compared to anyone in the world. You're like a little sister (moving closer), like a family (closer), like my all time companion (closer), my angel and I even dream of having you as my girl because no other girls has ever treated me with full of care and love like you did. You think I didn't realise all of the obvious clues during our high school days but the truth fact was I realise it. I'm sorry for not telling you my true feeligns because I'm afraid that I couldn't handle love relationship. (adjusting Sasha's fringe and foreheads in contact) But I realise how stupid and coward I am now for neglecting you.-----

Till when are you gonna suffer in silence? You may be physically stable  but not emotionally. I told you lots of times never to blame yourself whenever you are not 100% wrong. I always remind you never to deal with matter alone. Here I am trying to help and why wouldn't you let me? Can you forgive me and accept me into your life? I know that's what you wanted since a long time ago right?" Jay asked, his hands already surrounding her waist

Sasha hide her guilt ridden face by looking downwards.

"Tskk...why are you being so nice to me? You're just saying that to make me feel better don't you? I don't deserve a nice guy like you, I don't deserve a love life like you. And who the hell would want to fall in love with a bad person like me. I had done a very big sin and you could still forgive me?" Sasha sobbed

Jay nod and smile at her warmly. Tears of regret stream down like a waterfall when Jay immediately kiss her on the lips.

"Why did you do that?" asked Sasha in a confusion state

"Because I love you and I am a very lucky guy to fall in love with a bad girl like you. Not bad meaning bad but bad meaning good. Haha. Every humans deserve forgiveness at least once, and of course I'm going to forgive you and I bet the rest will," he said causing a small smile to appear on Sasha face

He then pull out something from his jacket pocket.

"The star bracelet!! You still keep it? I thought you had given to some other girls," thought Sasha

"I can never give this to anyone because it's too special. I guess I have to return it back to it's rightful owner?" he said and help to put it on for her

"Thank you," she thanked him

"Eh thank me when it's over. It's not over yet," he hinted

"What do you mean?" Sasha asked curiously

Jay take out a small red box, and show it to her.

"I have one more question to ask. (opening the box). Will you marry me?" he proposed

"OMG!!!! JAY I...OMG!!!" Sasha squealed in excitement

She is soo flabbergasted to respond that she immediately express it by actions. She embrace him tightly, feeling so bless and since it's her first time, she cried in happiness and thank God a few times that whatever she had wish for came true .

"Haiz... I still haven't manage to get you that star," Jay lamented

"You don't have to. You are my star!" she exclaimed with tears of happiness

"Awww that's so sweet of you babe... So it's that a yes to my proposal? Hahaha, May I?" Jay teased and ask permission to slot the ring into her finger

Half way down her finger...

"OH DAMN!!" Jay panic

"What? What's wrong?" Sasha exclaimed

"The ring, it's stuck!! ! I bought the wrong size! Oh crap!! Ugh!" Jay exclaimed in disappointment

"Really?"Sasha raised her voice

"Nah just kidding. Haha GOTCHA!!" he joked

"AARRGGHHH!! I KNEW IT! You still haven't changed haven't you!" Sahsa roared in anger

"Haha you're afraid that you won't be able to marry me right?" Jay laguhed cunningly

"Ugh, shut up!" she pretended to get angry when she was actually blushing

Jay give Sasha a quick pull towards him and attack her tender lips.

    "I love you,"

"Love you to Jay!"

Youngjae's POV

I had been sitting in the washroom like a homeless boy. I had enough of crying and certainly had enough of being weak. Just by crying and wailing my out won't change anything. Like it or not, I have to it in like a man. Only immature dudes will cry upon such small matters. Move on Youngjae!!! I can do this!

I stand up and rinse my face for a few times. I think letting it all out makes me feel a little bit better now. It's hard to move on but if you have the determination to do so, hopefully I could. The blood on my fist are already all dried up. I am walking my way out when I receive a text message. I open and read the long essay-like message.

Youngjae I don't know whether I should murder you or I should thank you. I've told you thousands of time not to do things that could hurt your feelings but you're still stubborn and went overboard. That makes me feel angry because it will make me feel bad. However, I just wanna let you know that you're such an amazing and angelic friend that I had ever had. Jay had explain everything to me. Thank you for being such an angel and is willing to risk everything for me.  I really didn't expect you to do this for me. Thank you so much.

To be honest, I had the most enjoyable time today. It was the best date that I had ever been to in my life. Don't worry, I will cherish every moment of our friendship, including what happened today. Maybe we could hang out again together sometime, with the others as well.

I know you'll probably be sick of me saying this but I'm really sorry for not accepting your love. I could only repay you by being a loyal friend. Although you're not the one for me, you're totally the perfect friend that everyone is dying to have. Please forgive me. Hate me if you want to because I deserve it. Youngjae, it's hard to accept it, I know but if you try I think you will be able to move on. Just trust me, your Mrs Right is somewhere out there roaming around. Now it's just a matter of time. She will appear soon alright? Hope to see you soon and best of luck in your life. Please do take care of yourself and love you my special angel!

Instead of getting angry, I felt so calm and surprisingly could accept whatever she just said. Maybe she's right. I am too focus in the text that I knock onto someone causing the both of us to fall with my injured hand landing hard on the ground. I groan in pain.

"Oh I'm so sorry sir!! Mianhe!! Oh gosh!! Otoke?!! Sorry!" the girl apologised looking so worried, trying to check on my hand

"Are you ok?" she asked

I keep quiet with my jaws still open.

"Ermmm... hello? Are you ok? Your hand seems to be bleeding but funny the blood dries too fast," she told me