Chapter 6
Nae Jalmosijyo
*at SNSD bus*
"unnies...we don't have any schedule tomorrow want to go somewhere?"yoona asked her four unnies
"sure~let's go to the mall yoon"tiffany said
"i'll go with you"jessica said raising her hand
"me too^^"sunny said with aegyo
"seohyun,yuri,hyoyeon unnie and sooyoung unnie said that they will not go cause of different reason"yoona said
"taeyeon you?"tiffany asked taeyeon..who was txting someone
"uhm i can't i'll be learning how to write songs from someone kangin oppa suggested to me"taeyeon said
"uhh not fair you always work and work..."sunny said pouting"you should hang with us too"sunny said pulling taeyeon's arm
"ouch sunny it's hurts"taeyeon said "and this is for us..."taeyeon said
"what's the use of you writing songs?"jessica asked"we don't need one anymore we have sonwriter unnie...she writes beautiful songs"jeesica added
"yeah i know but i want to help out too"taeyeon said
"well if you over work yourself..you may not be a help to us if that happened"tiffany said
then everyone was silent ...since hey are already in their stop
"girls go down now..i need to go home my wife is angry already"their manager said
"neh.."they said as they go down the car
the 4 other girls just went in already but taeyeon stayed
"bye manager oppa"taeyeon said to her manager
"taeyeon you should also listen to your members..ok?you can never be a good leader if you don't listen to you're members...bye now"her manager said
taeyeon went insde and saw sooyoung,tiffany,sunny,jessica and yoona eating..
"hi! tae let's eat"sooyoung invited
"sure...girls i might go tomorrow at the mall after my lessons.."taeyeon said
"weeh?!?"the girls said..."yehey!!!"they all said except for sooyoung who was busy eating
"i just txt..ok?"taeyeon said"neh"yoona said
"i'll just eat some of these on my room"taeyeon said getting some food
"ok~"they said
"hey!don't spill the food on my side of the room"sunny said "neh"taeyeon replied
when taeyeon was on her room...she pulled out her cellphone
to: kangin oppa
who is this teacher ? i'll be seeing ? is that person harsh....i'm etting scared
from : taeyeon ^^
and taeyeon pressed send
and then a minute later......~eoje jageun datumedo Oneur utgo anajugo Gamssajugi ja seoro yaksok You are my best friend~
that was the ringtone taeyeon assigned for kangin's messages
to: taeyeon^^
you'll know that person soon...don't be scared i'm sure he'll be kind...do your best tomorrow :)
from: kangin oppa
"aish..really kangin oppa you could just tell me"taeyeon said to herself and began opening a notebook
"i really don't know if i'm that good...but i'm going to let the teacher check this work of mine"taeyeon said
'i should check if this is already correct'
taeyeon read the lyrics again...and here is she finally work
~Mistake~
I’m still at this place
Still by your side,
I’m tired of wandering
Today again I’m still spinning/revolving
Flowing and flowing, day after day
That’s how I’m here now
You knew, you knew of my hurting heart
I hurt more when you smile
(Chorus:)
For not making you love me more,
it’s my mistake
For making myself love you more,
it’s my mistake
For not making you love me
as much as I wanted you to,
it’s my mistake
How much more longer
must my tears fall,
believing in that promise?
The lies telling me to wait,
even my deceived selfishness is now
tired and worn
You knew, you knew of my hurting heart
There is no excuse to laugh and pretend not to know
(Chorus)
Knowing that I can’t have you
My indulgent heart is still growing
After waiting alone all by myself,
after regretting alone all by myself,
It seems that loving you was also a mistake
(Bridge:)
For knowing that I will never forget the pain,
it’s my mistake
I must look like such a fool,
for knowing that I’ll get hurt but not wanting to let go
Though everything is my fault
even then, it’s okay
As long as you are here always/forever
Please forgive this kind of me
The me who loves you
author's note: guys in this story taeyeon will be the one who will write "mistake" not yuri^^
"it's done "taeyeon said
sunny got inside the room "tae let's sleep"sunny suggested and got her pajamas and went to the bath room and cleaned herself...after sunny took the bath..taeyeon went next...now they are both clean and greeted each other goodnight
at taeyeon's dream she saw SNSD singing MISTAKE was really shock and woke up seeing sunny infront of her face
"taeyeon we're going now it's 9:30 already"sunny said
"yah why didn't you wake me up..you now i need to go there by 8...aish i'm really late"taeyeon said and went inside the bath room and bath herself fast..
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