Prologue 

I thought love could heal you. But, then, it also breaks you. I tried to gain love. Now I realize love ca't be GAINED. It can only be... I don't know LOVED? I always messed up in life somewhat in a mental way. Not like grades or behaviour or reports and stuff like that. I MESSED UP in personal things like friendship, status, class, love, thoughts, feelings and whatnot. I always had one(actually, two) question on my mind: What to do? Where to find love?