Kyuhyun sighed in contentment and laid on the bed beside Hyukjae. They had for how many rounds he didn’t know and the older was already tired and was laying lifelessly beside him. After minutes of silence , he got up and went to bath , leaving the older to cry on his own.

“Why are your eyes always red after ?”

The older remained silent.

“Is it because you felt too pleasurable that you cried?”

The older gave him a tired smile and didn’t answer. As usual. “I think I’m just tired.” The same answer too. Kyuhyun didn’t know when , but his friendship with Hyukjae seems to fade as time passes. The older started to become more secretive and keeping all to himself since they started this kind of relationship. Where they would have whenever one of them is .

But Hyukjae hasn’t initiate anything until now. It was always him. Is he the only one that’s almost all the time? He’d said it was because of Hyukjae’s pretty face or y body but the older would feel offended if he did so he didn’t.

He got up and wore his shirt. “I’m going. Clean after yourselves.” He said , pointing at the older’s body that was covered with his and the other’s . The older nodded silently and turned to the other side of the bed , feeling his eyes tearing.

It was always like this.

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Warnings: Angst (with a happy ending) , Depression , Mpreg and many more.

Hye guys! I'll be ending Sweet Protection soon so I'm making a new ff!  ^^ Chapter 1 is half way done. I think I'll update next week as I am busy with homework (damn you teacher go and die) Italics are flashbacks okay? Hope this ff receives lots of love!