"They say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing, and a second time,  a bit later on, when somebody says your name for the last time."

Those words came back to me as I saw ~~~~~ smiling and laughing with some other guy.  And the laughter cause pain--a pain so scorching and so strong that you just stare and let the tears overtake you. .  But what can I do?  I'm just a floating apparition that doesn't want to be forgotten.