Gui Gui's POV

I know he wont love me.
He loves Hebe. Im only his best friend.

Yes, i love him a lot. Enough to bleed for him.
Enough to do this horrible thing to myself.
He wont love me.
He only sees me as a friend.
Is it better if i just.... fall out of love?

I cried myself to sleep and when i woke up tears were still there.
I'm not going to avoid this anymore... i guess im going to school today.
I checked my phone. 53 unread messages.
15 missed calls. All... From Aaron.

I deleted them all, not bothering to read a thing.
I got up and got ready.

Scene: At school 4th period

i starred out the window
looking out to the parking lot, starring at the sky
looking at the clouds, the birds
I haven't enjoyed life like this in a long time
Aaron sat next to me, i didn't pay any attention to him

The bell rang and i got up, i accidentaly tripped on the leg
of my desk, Aaron rushed to my side but i pushed him away 
and ignored him.

A: Gui!

I sat down at my locker trying to force out tears but they didn't fall.
I guess i ran out these past few weeks.
I took out my razor and starred at it i'm not going to do this anymore.
I opened it, i was about to bend the blade so that it wouldnt work
but Aaron came out of no where and grabbed the blade and pulled it away from me.

[Aaron's POV]
i pulled the blade out of her hand and felt something peirce my side
i ignored the pain.
I could tell blood was flowing out, it was warm and thick.
still ignoring the pain, Gui Gui didnt notice i was bleeding.

A: Gui! what the hell are you doing!
GG: Nothing.
A: If you die, you want me feeling guilty?!
GG: So this is about you?!
A: I--
GG: Just stop it!
A: What? -clutching side-
GG: You obviously care too much, as only a friend just stop it.
A: Why! Your my Best friend! why cant i care about you!?
GG: Because! i keep falling for you!
A: What?
GG: Just forget it! I don't want you to be my friend anymore! just leave! And stop calling my phone!

She walked away and i heard her crying.
A: Gui...

I fell to the floor and everything went blurry, and faded to black.
[end of POV]

Gui Gui's POV

I walked away crying.
then i heard a loud crash coming from behind me.

I turned around and saw Aaron to the floor
He was covered in blood and holding his side
Then i realized that he stabbed himself when he grabbed the razor.

GG: Aaron!
I ran towards him and tried to shake him awake
GG: Aaron! Wake up! what happened?! Aaron! Aaron!
Tears were starting to form
A: Gui....
he passed out

My hands were covered in his blood and my eyes were pouring out tears
I called 911 and they came
In the ambulance i explained everything to them.
I held his hand the whole time crying

At the hospital i waited in the ER
sitting on the chair crying like crazy
Suddenly an hour later the doctor came out.

DR: Are you--
GG: Im his friend, please is he ok?
DR: Hes fine. Hes taking a rest right now..
GG: He--
DR: Lost alot of blood. were going to have some blood transferred to him.

i felt releived

GG: Ok! thank you!
DR: You can go visit him now, hes in room 143.
GG: Alright.

I ran to his room and he was sleeping.
It was quiet except the beeping of his heart rate.

I sat down next to him and held his hand.

I started talking to him since he was asleep.

[Aaron's POV]
I woke up and noticed i was in the hospital.
I was about to sit up but my side was in pain
I laid back down and heard running in the hall way.

I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep
Gui Gui came in tears flowing and sat next to me.
I didn't dare open my eyes.

GG: Aaron... 'Im sorry

She thinks i'm sleeping, and shes talking to herself.
She held my hand and continued talking.

GG: I didn't mean to do this to you.. I..
I know you wot have feelings for me.
i know you wont love me more than your friend.
I guess i can live with that... I didn't mean to cut myself.
I didn't want to... but... nothing made me feel better.
You weren't there.. As much as i wanted you to chase after me and comfort me
You didn't... you focused on Hebe. You really love her right?
Well.. for you I'll give up on you..
I don't want to talk to you, if i do, i'll hurt even more.
Aaron.. im sorry

She put her head down and cried right next to me
I cant stand it... Stop crying.. please.

A: -opens eyes- -whispers weakly- please stop crying.
She lifted her head up and looked at me
She was ready to run but i gripped her hand tight and pulled her down
She landed on top of me and out faces were inches apart.

She continued to cry even in my face.
I pilled her in and kissed her

A: i said stop crying.
She looked at me confused and ran out the room.

W...what did i do?
[end of POV]