Aaron's POV

Gui Gui didn't come to school the day i was making out with hebe in the hall..

I called her 45 times..
I send her 152 text messages..
I even wrote her a note and dropped it off at her house 11 times.

she didnt come to school the next day.

Or the day after....

or the day after...

She hasn't shown up in a week,

The Monday after the incident she came to school
Pale, and quiet. This wasn't like her. why did she suddenly run off like that?
This wasn't the first time shes seen me with a girl.

I tried talking to her before first period but she didnt answer me. 
As my best friend why did she care more than a normal friend would?

during first period i took my seat next to her.
She sat there looking out the window.
I sat there starring the whole time.
suddenly Gui Gui raised her hand and her sleeve fell down.

I looked at her carefully and noticed a cut!

I sat there in shock, i cant believe it...
Since when did she start cutting herself?!
I looked over at Ya Tou and Wang Zi, but they just glared over at me

The past few days i've been ignoring Hebe, she would ask me something but images of Gui Gui's cut flooded my mind.

H: Aaron?
A: -silent, not hearing Hebe-
H: Aaron.
A: -still quiet-
H: AARON!
A: Huh?
H: you ok?
A: Fine.. never better.
H: Oh...
A: Hey... Hebe...
H: What?
A: Have you seen Ghost lately?
H: what?
A: She hasn't talked to me in forever.
H: No... i havent -jealous and worried-

We got up and started walking
I came across the tree me and Gui used to sit at.. and there she was... crying..

Gui Gui's POV
I'm pathetic right?
Crying over Aaron and yet ignoring him?
I heard footsteps coming my way,
i mesmerized the sound, It was Aaron
I didn't stop crying. i actually cried harder around him.
I knew he was standing there starring.
Yet... he never bothered coming up to me.
Because he was with Hebe...
[end of POV]

I wanted to walk to her. i wanted to comfort her, but.. i couldn't.
I was with Hebe... It hurts to just walk away from her like that.

The next day, Gui Gui didn't come to school.. whats going on?
Why did my best friend start caring so much?
When did i start caring so little?

I called Ya Tou, to ask what happened. i knew she was going to yell... so i put my volume on low

Ya Tou's POV
YT: -sniff sniff- -voice cracks- Hello?
A: Ya Tou?
YT: -sniff- What do you want.
A: Ya tou... whats wrong?
YT: I said what do you want?!
A: Whats going on with Gui Gui?
YT: You really don't know?!
A: No i--
YT SHES YOUR BEST FRIEND! AND YOU DON'T KNOW?!
A: No! Whats going on! why wont anyone tell me?!
YT: You really that stupid?! the smartest guy in the school, is clueless?!
A: Ya Tou! Wheres Gui Gui!
YT: At Home! if you go there your dead!
A: Why?!
YT: SHE DOSENT WANT TO SEE YOU! LEAVE HER ALONE!
A: What did I do?!?!
YT: Look whats in front of you!

i hung up and started crying hard. Gui Gui... dont do anything rash.
[end of POV]

Next day at school she came to school.
First period i starred at her, making sure she had nothign wrong.
But no. she raised her hand.
her sleeve went down. and revealed a new cut
THATS IT!

I got up out my seat and grabbed her wrist

GG: LET GO!
A: No!

I walked out of class and went somewhere no one would interrupt us. the schools garden.

A: What the hell is that!?
GG: what?!

i grabbed her wrist and pulled down he sleeve, what i thought was two cuts were actually 5.

A: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!
GG: What do you care!
A: Stop cutting yourself!
GG: Why?! You don't care if i'm hurt! so why?!
A: What did you say!

GG: You don't care if i'm hurt! Do you know how hard its been on me!? 
I've been holding in my feelings for 15 years and all you do is call me your best friend!
Stop treating me like i'm more than that!
It only makes me feel worst!
I'll admit, i fell for you!
I fell so hard i was willing to keep it from you!
i fell so hard all these cuts are from you!
The ice cold piercing blade in my skin is warmer than your heart!
I rather have a razor for a best friend than you!
at least it makes me feel better!
at least it can protect me when im hurt emotionally!
at least its not you!

She ran off crying and i stood there feeling like and idiot.

Gui Gui's POV
Why does it hurt so much to say that i love him?
[end of POV]

I ditched school and went home.
My mind filled with thoughts of Gui Gui.
Was it possible that i loved her too?