-sigh- "Yah! Gong Min Ji! How are you going to tell Dae?" I took a breath and shed a tear.

"Eomma! I dont know." I ran up to her hugging her with tears. 

"Aww. Dont worry Minjii. You can always webcam each other." 

"But that is not the same as hugging him and talking to him everyday. Its different time zones, eomma."

"Minji. As your mother, I know what is best for you. I just want you to understand that."

I looked at wiping my tears. 

"I am going to my room." I said as i walked upstairs, crying.

I grabbed a peice of paper, a pen and the song that TOP, GD and Bom sang together, full blast!

I sat at my desk, with a peice of paper and a pen. The paper said 'Dear Dae'

I felt tears coming, I tried to hold them in, but I had to let go. 

I then wrote:- 

Dear Dae, 
Its me, Minzy.
I have some bad news for you. 
I am really scared to tell it to your face. 
I am .. leaving to America for three years.
I am really sorry. I am quite sad about it too. 
Just dont change your personality. 
I just want you to remember the good times we shared. 
The fun moments
I will try not to change.
Just try smiling for me and always think of me
Just enjoy your life and always smile. 
From Minzy.
Saranghae

It was tough for me to write the letter. I had tears comming out like crazy. I have never cried so much in my life!

I just wanna kiss, I never wanna miss~

Dara was calling me. "Hello?"

"He- Why do you sound like you have just been crying?" 

"I just wrote the letter to Daesung that I am leaving."

"Aww Min. I'll be right ov-"

"Dont worry. Im fine"

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. Thanks for your concern."

"hmm. Ok. Just call us if you need help, alright?"

"Yep. Thanks Dara."

"No problem."

I hang up and put the note in a envelope and wrote "Kang Dae Sung"

This is the toughest thing I have ever done in my life. 

How should I give the letter?