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Himduro

So firstly, I apologize for those of you who will see this notice multiple times. Not everyone is subscribed to Himduro, so I have cross posted it, but I do feel very strongly about the topic and it concerns my quasi-hiatus.

 

Many of you know by now that I update on Fridays. Every Friday you can, without fail, expect me to update on Friday. 

 

There will not be an update this Friday. I do not know if there will be an update the week after either. 

 

Yes, I'm busy. Yes, I have finals. Yes, I haven't started my research paper yet. But these aren't the biggest reason for my hiatus. I try very hard not to be the comment that I am, but I do indeed desire feedback. I appreciate those of you so busy with your day that you barely have enough time to type out "I enjoyed this, I don't regret spending the time reading it" or something along those lines. You could very easily be a silent reader, but you aren't. And I'm eternally grateful for that.

Because for every comment, it's a person who finished reading the chapter, instead of clicking the story because it seemed interesting and gave up because it was too bad to finish.

 

I sound paranoid. But that's partially because I am. 

The biggest reason I am going on hiatus, Himduro, Hot Maknae, Break Your Heart, and Through My Lens will remain untouched for who knows how long, because I'm starting to grow complacent with my work. I've started leaning towards quantity instead of quality and that's the worst sin a writer can commit. 

Do I wish I could rewrite all of Hot Maknae? Do I wish Dongwoo's chapter of Himduro never happened? Do I wish Through My Lens was something completely different? Yes. But I'm too busy writing something new to go back and change it.

So my goal now is to write things properly the first time, to put quality back into this quantity, and to improve with every piece I write. Not to deterioate with each chapter to the point where I don't even want to update a story because I know one of the chapters I wrote and haven't even uploaded to AFF is sub-par and I'm semi-complacent with it. 

 

So again, for all those quick typed out comments that so easily could have been silent readers, thank you so much.

 

But for those of you who type out your favorite part, or correct a typo, or try and guess the next part of my semi-existent plot, you guys mean the world to me. There aren't enough of you. But that might be because I'm not worth of you.

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yoillielie
#1
Chapter 6: I'm still waiting for your updates. Hope you're ok. I love your writing style and wish you will have the motivation to finish your works. There's (probably) just one chapter left for Himduro and it was so well-written I really look forward to Sungjong's part.
one_nee
#2
Chapter 6: i read all chaps. and gosh, all chaps were so sad.. but gosh, Hoya chapter just made me almost in tears.. and Yeol.. its sadden me when he thought that all s pretend to love him =(
dojorockergirl
#3
Always here for you author-shii when you decide to come back to this story ^^ <3 I'll always believe in you.
taeganger799101 #4
Chapter 6: Author-nim, please don't be sad. Your works are brilliant... The chapters are tailored in such a way they highlight the desperation and despair of all the characters. You are really good! <3 Fighting!!!
Sammi-lou
#5
Chapter 2: please right another chapter I really really want to read more~~ ^.^
dojorockergirl
#6
Chapter 6: Please keep writing lovely author-shii
xxsydneyblackxx #7
Chapter 5: My heart broke for Sungyeol! D:
winterbling
#8
Chapter 6: I'll be waiting for Sungjong's part! I think his will be the most interesting, because Sungjong seems like the most mysterious person in Infinite to me. He bottles up his emotions so much and smiles all the time that what goes on beneath the surface is bound to explode some time. So, update soon~
LycheeJelly #9
Chapter 6: I am guilty of being a silent reader. I don't comment very often. But I do love reading your fanfics- every single one of them. Now that I made an account though, I have been trying to comment on the fics I read so the author feels appreciated (if that makes sense). Really, I love your writing. <3
Cappulate
#10
Chapter 6: Noooo!! You're very wrong!! It's not bad!! It's very very great!! ^^ I really like how you write your fics!! Soo there's no reason to be paranoid about it!! :> ^^ Fighting!! Rose~Noona