hyukjae pov




 

"WHAT?" minnie shouted
"I have to leave"
"but you can't!"
"I must be with my family,dad don't feel so well and Emma don't know any of it"
"but what about school?"
“the director is a close friend of dad,dad will talk to him,so all the teachers will send me the lessons in the email”
minnie looked at me in shock and said "I don't know what to say"
I can see he was on the verge of tears so I just hugged him "we can still see each other,I'm not dead you know"
"promise?"
"of course,we're good friends right?" he nodded
"hyuk" the only word kyu said until now
"I know,I'll miss you too"
"good you know" he grinned
"hey guys" I turned when I heard donghae's voice.
it's feels like I have not seen him for years, actually that really happened ..it’s been two months since he came back
and I barely see him, I try as much as possible not to miss school but I need to be with my dad.
“hi guys,wow minnie you don't look so good,what happened?" he looked at us waiting for an answer.
"I'm leaving the school" it looks like it took him a few seconds to realize what I said
"what? why? you're leaving somewhere else?" hell no.
before I could even say something kyu already answered him
"hyuk not leaving the country if that's what you're asking,is leaving because he has to take care of his family"
I looked at donghae and I could see him blushing "oh I see" he mumbled and looked down,why is he so cute?
well I need to go. I looked at everyone with a smile and said, "I have to go now, see you"
I meant to go but then minnie hugged me tightly and whispered,
"good luck hyuk, remember we are always here if you need us,"
I told him I was not going to die, right?
I don’t know what to do I don’t want to leave,but family comes first.

I took the phone out of my pocket and called my sister.
"oppa"
"hey sis"
"you don't sounds good,something happened?"
"actually,yes"
"you are not sick,are you?"
"It's about dad"
there was a moment of silence before she replied "huh"
"can you get here?"
"mmm.."
"mmm, what does that mean?"
"you know we're still not talking,right?"
"you're kidding me right?"
"no,I'm not"
"I still don't know what happened between you two,but you have to come here because dad need us"
"I don't think so"
"you know what? I'm tired of all this, when will you realize that you have family here who loves you,
why do you have to run the end of the world because of small nonsense?" we're not important to her?
"is that what you think?all of this is just a nonsense for you?"
"he said he was sorry,doesn't he?"
"you weren't there when..you know what? I don't need to explain to you nothing"
".."
"you only care about him,why hyuk? am I not your sister? we're not a family anymore?"
"I'm sorr -"
"don't! now that I think about it,I don't have anything to return to.."
"w-what- "
"bye hyuk" and she hung up.
hyuk? she calls me that when she's really mad.I'm dead..
I can't believe it,okay maybe I can.
but she did not need to say such things, I know she feels sometimes not belong to the family,
it's all just because she's my half sister,yup Emma my half sister.
but I don't care,she's still my little sister I love.
it all happened six months after donghae left.I still remember that day.
I sat in the living room and watched tv,I heard someone knocking at the door.
I opened the door,and then I saw her,a little girl,she looked so tired it felt she was going to faint.
the first thing she did,she gave me a note " I'm sorry I didn't tell you all these years,but she's your daughter,
Emma.please take care of her,Vanessa."
I was so in shocked but then she fainted so we took her to the hospital because she was sick,
we did blood tests and found out she's really my sister.
it turned out that dad had an affair,anyway mom didn't want to spoke with him
but a few days later she decided to forgive him and Emma stayed with us.
Emma has changed since,at first she was not talking at all,she would say a sentence or two,
but over time she and I hooked up and she started to talk and tell things about herself and eventually we became good friends I
even told her about donghae,the only person I told about him.
she was there for me when I cried,shouted and swore,all because of him.
she never told me to give up, she always comforted me and said that one day he will come back,and she was right.
as time passed we decided not to leave each other,best friends forever is not it? I guess not.
she met sehun,her boyfriend.after much time together they decided to go to vacation in America,after they returned from the vacation,
Emma and dad fought,so she decided to return to america and live there.
okay hyuk enough with thoughts.
now I have to fix the problem I caused myself.
how did I let myself get upset like that? how could I make her feel pain when she most needs my support?
ok now I really need to stop thinking. hyuk you really ed up sometimes.
I looked at the cell phone screen and after some thought I decided to call her again and to apologize,
but after three times of trying she still didn't answer me,
so I just sent her a message saying 'I want to apologize' after the message I
called again and thanks god she answered this time.
"hi"
"..."
"look I.."
"..."
"I'm sorry"
"oppa.." she sounds relaxed,she's not mad anymore? wait,she's crying? god I made her cry,I can be so stupid sometimes.
"don't cry,it's all my fault"
"..you can be so mean"
"I know and I'm sorry about that"
"you know,last time we talked was a long time again.
I waited for you to call me and ask me the usual questions,how I feel,how goes the relationship with sehun,
whether I found a job or made new friends...but you have not called me even once,why?"
"I thought you had forgotten me and I also didn't want to disturb you"
"how can you disturb me? I just waited for a call and you know what really hurts me? you called but not for me.."
“I’m sorry I caused you pain,I’m sorry I didn’t call even once,I’m sorry I act like and I’m sorry to disappoint you every time.                                                    
you don’t know how much I want to get us back as best friends.I miss you.I
miss you so much I even thought to move to America and live next to you,but I can’t I just can’t,
probably deep down I’m mad at you,why? you just left me here
like mom and donghae did and now dad sick and I called because he need us,
I know I’m selfish but I need you here by my side I feel like I don’t have anyone anymore,and I’m so sorry that you
don’t feel part of the family but what can I do to make you realize you’re my little sister
no matter what,I just don’t want to lose you too”
"oppa, I'm sorry too, I'm sorry I left like that I was so in shocked I didn't know what else to do""
"It's ok, but do you want to tell me what just happened? he didn't want to tell me"
"mmm the truth is that during the vacation with sehun,,we were arrested for possession of drugs"
"w-what..?" how the hell drugs?
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you,dad took us out on bail and when we returned from the vacation
he questioned me,he thought sehun taking drugs and it was all his fault,
how dare he say such things? sehun not guilty of anything, the drugs belong to our friend kai" huh?
"wait a second,I didn't understand anything.tell what happened first"
"kai asked sehun keep his drugs,it turns out that kai got into trouble with a gang and they followed us to the hotel,
sehun and I were in our room when suddenly someone knocked on the door and the next thing that happened was that
they started to threaten him to give them the drugs,he didn't want so they beat him and t-they shot him in the leg ...then .. then
the police appeared out of nowhere and  arrested us all"
I can't believe I didn't know anything of it.
I know she didn't have to tell me but we’re talking here about drugs! ing drugs!
really sehun? drugs? ok not him but kai? I will kill him!
"oppa are you there?"
"yup I was just lost in my thoughts,so did they hurt you? did sehun recovered since?"
"they didn't hurt me so yeah I'm fine and thank God he feels better"
"I'm glad to hear so what happened then?"
"dad asked me to leave him I told him I was not ready,you know what he said?"
"no. .."
"he said he knew from the start that I was a troublemaker, what the hell?
worst thing he said was that I'm just another mistake in his life"
there was a long silence until I said "I'm sorry"
"for what? it's not your fault"
"I wish I could support you at the moment"
"oppa I'm fine now,I even smiling now" 
"If you don't want to go talk to him, it's your decision.
I don't want to force you to come back if you don't want"
"I know,but I want to see oppa"
"oppa wants to see you too"
"I love you!"
"oppa love you too!"
"aww oppa I'll visit you in two days ok?"
"I'm waiting for it"
"oppa.."
"yes"
"when you'll come to take me from the airport,you'll buy me a vanilla ice cream?" she asked excitedly.
"I was wondering when you're going to ask this"
"OMG thank you thank you thank you"
"yah! I didn't say anything!"
"but I heard you say yes"
"yah! you hear what you want to hear!"
"I know,that's why I'm so special"
"yeah right"
"oppa you're the best!"
I sighed "fine! I'll buy you ice cream and anything else you want"
"see? I always get what I want"
"shut up"
"you shut up"
"shut up or you will not get anything"
"but you already promised and you can't just breaking promises"
"when the hell I promised you such things?"
"oppa remember what I said be-"
"I know,I know you always get what you want" 
"that's right!"
"Aisshh,whatever!!"
"love you"
"yeah yeah" I said and she laughed
"ohh yeah can sehun come with me?"
"sure"
"thanks"
"pabo don't ask such things"
"shut up,I have to go now,see you bye"
"love you bye"

I hope you liked it,see you next chapter ^^  

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