*flasback*

 

'I don't want to leave dad'

'but you know we have to leave'

'Dad I don't want to leave everyone,especially hyukjae

'I know son and you can talk with him on the phone everytime you want' 

'it's not the same dad!'

'yeah I know,but we will come back as soon as you will be fine'

'when dad?WHEN?! I shout,can't take it anymore!!

'baby it's not good for you to shout,please relax' 

'I don't care mom,I don't want to leave hyukie'

'we know sweetheart,come to mommy' I just hug her,so tight

'I ..sob..don't..sob..want..sob..to..leave..' I don't know what to do without hyukie

'you already told him?' 

'no..I can't mommy'

'well you should tell him,I mean his your best friend right?' yeah but,if you only knew there something else..

'I'll tell him tomorrow '

*end*

 

OH MY ING GOD! I can't believe that was really him!

after all these years I finally meet him again!and he REMEMBER me!does he still love me? he KISSED me and I told him to let me go
,I don't know why maybe because he was DRUNK! I don't want him to me while he's drunk !
I mean it's not like I want him to me,oohh who I'm kidding? I WANT HIM TO ME!ok hae you are such a little ert! 

 NOW why minnie didn't tell me about hyuk? oh wait ~ I never told him.stupid me.

 

 

*flashback*

 

 .

'hae?' hyukie suddenly said

'what is it?'

'I..I' what?

"you what hyukie?"

"I love you hae' OMG! really? I love you too! 

'I love you too,I mean you're my best friend,right?' I'm so sorry hyukie,it's the best for us

'yeah..but..' I know hyukie,me too

'don't tell me you love me that much I mean you're not gay? right?Hhhhhh ' please let it go hyukie

'WHAT? no' he was shocked by the question,of course is gay!

'I know hyuk' I  forced smile and hug him

'now let's go home'

'what? oh yeah let's go' I know it's not your real smile hyuk,but I can't I just can't.

bed? here I come.

 

*end*

 

 

'what wrong donghae?' minnie asked 'nothing' I have to get out of here

'something happen with hyukjae?' well yeah!

'no' I forgot I need to ask him something

'minnie? can you tell me where his apartment?'

'what?why?'

 

    

*flashback*

 

  'sweetheart?' mommy leave me alone

'what?'

'you already told him?' yeah right

'yup,he even want to visit me in Canada' I wish so

'really? is so cute!' his more then cute!!

'now,let's start pick up all your little things,next  

month we are not here' 

'not now mommy,later' and she left. now let me cry again.

after that day hyukie and I were like before his confession,I still didn't tell him about my leaving

  

 

After month ~
 

I slept until I heard

'Dear passengers,Hope you enjoyed the service and of course the amazing view,because in 5  minutes we'll land in Canada' finally.

After we got our luggage, we took a taxi straight to our new house.  

I went to my new room, I put the luggage  in the corner and I just lay on the new bed.

I wonder what you are doing now,do you miss me? because I miss you too

I forgot that I not even told you, I will be with you as soon as I'll be fine
just wait for me hyukie!

 

'honey,please come here'

'I'm coming mom'

I went down the stairs suddenly my head began to ache 

Why all the body starts to ache? 

'Mom!!!!' mom come fast!!!

'what wrong?' she sees me folds with pain on the stairs

'OMG' she cried

'mommy I have to throw up now'  I groaned in pain

'so throw up here' I hate to throw up,stupid body!

'mommy?' still groaned in pain

'mmm you need something sweetheart?' why I  see her blurred?

'mommy,I think I'm going to..' and everything became dark

'DONGHAEEEEEEEEEEE'

*end*

 

 

Now, how do I find his apartment?aha! here it is

what am I supposed to do now after finding his apartment?should I knock?

I knocked on the door but nothing happened,Maybe he's still not home, maybe he is with someone now?
?Maybe he has a boyfriend? what? no way,right?

Maybe I should knock again? yeah,but nothing happened again

I was going to go until I heard the noise of the lock, I wanted to run but it was too late


 

'Donghae?' oh .

 

 

arasso?




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so cute *O*