Don’t you ever think I can understand about it someday??

Do you think I will always live in my child act like idiotic person?

I search about love between couple on internet..

I want to be your best boyfriend..

I don’t want you feel regret ever choose me as your boyfriend..

My name is Kim Ryeowook…

It’s hard for you to call my name, how can I think you can be so easy give your heart to me…

“what are you doing now, chib.. ah, Ry-Ryeo.. Ryeo… aiiisshhh!!!” Kyu scratched his head, feel frustration everytime he remember about what happened at school

“Ryeo.. Ry-ryeo.. Ryeowook.. chibi.. chibi sound match to you…” Kyu mumble while he stare into Wookie’s photo on his phone

Smile a bit when he remember how hard Wookie try to force him use his photo as his phone wallpaper…

-FLASHBACK-

“Kyuhyunie.. give me your phone..” Wookie said during the lunch break

“for what??”

“I want give you something…”

“just send it to me.. I will turn on the Bluetooth.. or send to my e-mail.. I can download it now.. this school has wi-fi right??”

“Kyunie…. “ Wookie whined, give him pleading look

“how many times I should tell you,.. don’t call me Kyunie..” Kyu glare at his pouting boyfriend

“Kyunie, please…”

“just give your phone, Kyu-ah… he won’t break it…” Guixian help Wookie who add his words with nodding eagerly

“I said no!! so throw your hope..”

“Kyunie… Kyunie please… please!!!” Wookie squeal, whine and hit the table impatiently like a little kids need a lollipop

“aiishhh.. chibi.. chibi, stop it… okay,.. here…” Kyu give his phone to the boy who grinning for his victory

“what do you want to do, Wookie-ah??” Sungmin asked

“couple stuff, hyung…” Wookie answered

“what about couple stuff?? Don’t ever do something weird with my phone..” Kyu warn him

“finish… look!!” Wookie show his photo, hugging the giraffe doll cutely on Kyu’s wallpaper phone

“what the?? YAAA!!! How dare you change my photo with this ugly photo…” Kyu take his phone from Wookie’s hand

“it’s cute..” Wookie pouted

“no!! and nothing cute at here…” Kyu said, busy himself with searching another image

“don’t change the photo…. Look!! I used your photo as my wallpaper…” Wookie show Kyu’s shirtless photo on his phone

“YAAA!!! HOW CAN YOU HAVE IT??!!!” Kyu yelled feel surpised

“I got it from Guixian’s phone… woaahh!! My boyfriend have a white skin.. sunbathing at Greece, uh?? I’ll bet all girl drooling for it…” Wookie smile, rubbing his phone, mesmerizing the wallpaper on it

“give me your phone!!”

“No..”

“give me your phone!! I gave you my phone, now it’s your turn..” Kyu try to take Wookie’s phone from his grip but failed.

“take it if you can..” Wookie give Kyu his tounge before he run leaving the cafeteria

“CHIBI!!! COME HERE!!” Kyu run follow Wookie who keep teasing him from far

“catch me if you can~~ catch me if you can…” Wookie sing along try his best to escape from Kyu

“chibi!! I promise I will kill you if I catch you later..”

“Kyunie so cute!!! White skin Kyunie…”

“CHIBI!!! STOP THAT’S NONSENSE WORDS!!!”

Wookie run back to cafeteria when he feel he can’t run away from Kyu, try to get some help it’s a better idea.. but, in the middle of it, Kyu catch him already from behind, backhugging him, still try to take his phone..

“let me go…”

“give me your phone..”

“no…” Wookie struggle on Kyu’s embrace and accidentally facing him, made them realized how close they are until they can feel each other heavy breath due running like cat and dog before

Kyu stop to catch his phone and just stare into Wookie eyes.. look deeply into chocolate orbs, before he move his gaze into the flawless skin, high cheekbone, sharp nose, and wet pink lips..

“K-kyu…”

-END FLASHBACK-

“I can deny he is so cute.. a bit handsome.. “ Kyu still staring into his wallpaper

I won’t change it, chibi-ah…

Just it the last thing that I can save since you won’t send message to me again, right..?

“Guixian-ah…”

“aiish.. why do you always cling on me, Changmin-ah??” Guixian try to release his arms from Changmin’s tight grip

“because I like it…”

“just walk with Kyuhyunie…” Guixian said

“why?? We walk together too.. right, Kyuhyunie??” Changmin look at Kyu who walk behind them who just smile and nodding at them

“aiish… it’s heavy.. don’t cling on me like this..” Guixian release his arms which made Changmin pouted

“why do you always reject me, uh??”

“because I’m not like you… you just give yourself a hope but it won’t never come true…” Guixian said coldly

“am I really not deserve to have you??”

“Guixian-ah.. stop it… it’s on the street.. don’t fight at here…” Kyu try to calm them

“tell your best friend to not disturb me…I’m tired with this already..” Guixian rolled his eyes before he walk away from them

Guixian walk across the street without look at the left or right way.

“GUIXIAN!!! THERE’S A CAR!!!” Kyuhyun and Changmin shout at the same time, made him feel surprise and stop his track in the middle of the street

Changmin run hurriedly to the street and pushed Guixian to the side, but because the car so fast, it’s hit him made the twins look at the accident in fear..

“Changmin!!! Changmin!!!” They run to the hopeless boy who lying on the street with blood flowing from his head

“IT’S BECAUSE OF YOU, GUIXIAN!! BECAUSE OF YOU!!!”

“No… Noo!!!

“If you not run like that, Changmin won’t run to you to help you… and he won’t leave us, Guixian-ah!! He won’t leave us!!”

“I’m sorry… i.. Kyu,.. I’m sorry….”

“How can I forgive you??!! HOW??!!! Guixian-ah… I believe you.. I believe you will make Changmin happy.. but what did you do??!! You kill him!!!”

“Guixian-ah.. why did you do this to him??”

“i…”

“what did he do until you hate him like this??”

“adjuma.. I’m not..”

“Guixian-ah… I love you…”

“Changmin??”

“Guixian-ah.. I love you…”

“Changmin,.. I’m sorry..”

“don’t reject me Guixian-ah…”

“No.. No, I can’t… I can’t..”

“Changmin…!”

Guixian open his eyes, and take a deep breath after he wipe his sweats..

“I dream about it again…”

“Guixian…”

“K-kyu… ??” Guixian look at Kyu who come to his room

“are you dream about it again??” Kyu asked, sit on his twins’s bed

“Kyu… i…”

“when will you forget it??”

“….” Kyu sigh when he saw Guixian just bend his head, tears start to fall from his eyes, guilty, sad and fear mix become one as usual

“what is Dr. Zhou say when you check up?” Kyu caressed Guixian’s bangs

“i.. I.. I’m better than before…”

“is it because you start to love chibi??”

“I don’t know…” Guixian shake his head

Kyu hug his twins tight, rubbed his back to calm him..

“I’m sorry, Guixian-ah… I shouldn’t have to blame you like his parents until you sick like this… it’s not your fault.. just remember it’s not your fault.. Changmin.. he died because he help you,.. he love you that’s why he help you.. and you are never force him to do that… please,.. stop think about it.. it just made you feel stressed more, Guixian-ah…”

“I don’t know how to forgive myself, Kyu-ah… I killed him…”

“you aren’t kill him.. that car which killed him.. the driver who killed him…”

“Kyu… are you not hate me??”

“how can I hate my twins?? You are half part of my life, Guixian-ah… I ever said I hate you, but it’s because I was sad… but now,.. I forget about that already… let’s move on, Guixian-ah…” Kyu said while Guixian just can stay silent, don’t know how to say something

“oh,.. I told chibi already…”

“he know it??”

“uhm,.. as usual.. I’m made him sad… I feel what you feel, Guixian-ah.. and I understand now how it feel.. just don’t do something like before..”

“but, Wookie like you, Kyu-ah..”

“he can love you too.. Chibi isn’t same like Changmin… now,.. I feel free.. and it’s your turn to get chibi’s heart.. wipe his sadness, Guixian-ah…” Kyu ruffled Guixian’s hairs while the other just can smile slightly

“Kyu…”

“uhm??”

“I’m sorry I’m not tell you about Sungmin hyung…” Guixian said

“it’s okay.. I know you just don’t want I feel sad, right?”

“by the way, are you sure you aren’t love wookie??” Guixian ask

“I’m not… just sleep, Guixian-ah.. stop talking…”

“do you want to sleep with me??”

“do you need me to accompany you?”

Guixian nodded and pulled Kyu to sleep beside him…

“you.. have same attitude with that chibi.. spoiled kids..” Kyu laugh a bit

“do you miss him??”

“I’m not…”

“just say the truth, kyu-ah..”

“I’m not.. just sleep, Guixian-ah..”

“say it if you miss him..”

“I’m not!! Noisy!!”

"really?"

"just sleep, Guixian-ah..."

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