“hyung…” Wookie called Heechul, Yesung and Sungmin who wait him on the living room

“baby.. you are back… here,.. hyung miss you…” Heechul called and envelope Wookie who look really tired in his embrace

“wookie,.. where are you before?? Hyung come to your school.. but, you aren’t there…” Yesung said

“I’m… I’m back home with Kyuhyunie and eat ice cream first…” Wookie lie to them

“what?? Wookie,.. let me make a warm tea for you.. how can you eat ice cream when snow falling like this…” Sungmin look worried, but Wookie grab his wrist to hold him leave the living room

“it’s okay, hyung… I’m not eat that much… thanks for your concern…” Wookie said

“baby… you look sad…” Heechul stare at him seriously

“am i?? I’m not…” Wookie force himself smile to them

“really?? You aren’t hide anything??” Yesung asked suspiciously

“no… “

“is it because Kyu’s possessiveness ??” Sungmin asked

“no hyung!! No!! I’m just tired.. I want sleep…” Wookie run to his room immediately without any permission to the elders

“what’s wrong with him??”

“I don’t know… he look like fine at school.. playing with us like usual..” Sungmin explained to heechul and yesung

“should we talk to him??”

“hyung,.. no.. not now..” Yesung hold Heechul wrist

“yesung hyung was right.. let wookie sleep if he tired.. if he sad, maybe he will talk with us later..” Sungmin said

“if you two think so.. Sungmin-ah.. can you help me to cook?” Heechul asked

“of course,..”

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Why don’t you tell me

You know I really love Sungmin hyung..

I love Sungmin hyung…

I think I like him from the first sight..

I love him, chibi….

“what kind of love, Kyu?? Is it different?? Is it different with your love to me?? why are you look really angry with me…” Wookie crying while he lying on his bed, grip the sheets tight to hold the pain inside his heart

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“Hyung.. we come to fetch Wookie..” Guixian said to Yesung who open the door

“Wookie?? He leave to school already, Guixian-ah.. he said you two can’t fetch him.. so he went to school alone by bicycle..”

“he said that??” Guixian look surprised because heard yesung words

“uhm,…”

“is that so, we will meet him at school, hyung.. sorry for disturbing your time..” Guixian said

“Guixian…”

“yeah??”

“help me take care of Wookie.. he look sad since he back from school yesterday…”

“sad?? Why??”

“he not tell us, Guixian-ah.. that’s why we feel worried about him now..” Yesung said

“I’ll do my best, hyung…” Guixian smile before he leave the house

Wookie.. go to school alone…

He is sad….

“where is your chibi friend??” Kyu asked when he not see Wookie’s figure

“he went to school already,…”

“oh.. “ Kyu start to walk to school while Guixian follow him from behind, stare into Kyu’s back while thinking about Wookie

“Kyu…”

“what???”

“have you fight with Wookie??” Kyu stop his track and look back to Guixian’s direction

“I will try to tell him the truth today…”

Guixian feel surprised with serious tone from Kyu’s voice… he can read easily from Kyu’s eyes, he isn’t make a joke or he just trick him.. it’s look real..

“did something happen with you two??”

“did something you all hide from me?? oh, no.. did you hide something to me??” Kyu asked back

“huh??”

“Guixian.. you know I love Sungmin hyung, right?? You ever promise to me, you will help me for it… but, where are you? what are you doing?? I don’t think you help me for it.. and you.. you even not help me about your chibi friend… you know this mission is failed mission, right? But why do you keep pushed me than tell your chibi friend the truth??”

“K-kyu.. why??”

“you know Sungmin hyung with yesung hyung, right?? Why do you hide it from me??”

“that.. i… I just know they are close lately, Kyu…”

“I don’t care.. it’s late too and now, I just need to clear the problem.. I’m tired.. I don’t want continue it again..” Kyu walk away leave Guixian alone

Kyu… I’m sorry…

I know I’m wrong..

But, please.. think twice..

Don’t hurt someone that I love….

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“Wookie…” Guixian called his best friend while Kyu just glare at him and sit on his seat without any greeting

He is back like before…

Being cold to me again like I made big mistake…

“Guixian…” Wookie greet back and smile slightly

Guixian ruffled Wookie’s hairs after a long time while the owner just put gloomy face without any reaction…

What happen between them yesterday??

Why Wookie look lost his soul today..

“can I hug you?” Guixian ask

Wookie nodded after several second stunning and avoid Guixian’s gaze..

“you have me everytime… just call me if you have a problem which disturb your heart… I’m here… “ Guixian whispering while rubbed Wookie’s back, try to calm his best friend

Guixian.. did you know something??

Did you know the reason for this problem??

Do you know something about Kyu that I never know??

How can you say like you know I have a problem?

Is it too obvious?

“chibi.. I want talk to you…” Kyu said during the lunch time

“now?”

“no.. after class end…”

“okay…” Wookie nodded and back to eat his lunch, try his best to ignore Kyu’s appereance in front of him

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“so,.. today he will reveal everything..” Donghae asked

“Hyung.. what if.. what if Wookie…”

“Wookie really love Kyu??” Eunhyuk asked and Guixian just nodded

“I want to ask you, what will you do if they break up..?”

“i…”

“Guixian.. I know you like Wookie since you meet him.. you always protect him and being nice to him.. but why do you always keep it as secret?? Why don’t you move and take him from Kyu before he love Kyu??” Eunhyuk look really curious for it

“i.. because I know,.. Wookie never love me like that.. he love me as a friend…”

“but he love Kyu as a friend too.. before this fake relationship coming…”

“hyung.. I’m…”

“Kyu.. never and won’t love him like you do.. Kyu not have any feeling toward Wookie.. from head to toes, Kyu hate about Wookie.. it’s useless if you pushed him to be close to Wookie… it won’t make anything..” Donghae said

I can’t love him…

I can’t…

I should give him to Kyu…

I should make Kyu love him, take Wookie away from me…

“Guixian.. Guixian!!” Donghae and Eunhyuk called Guixian who look lost his soul

“hyung.. I’m going first.. bye..” Guixian leave the front park hurriedly, give the elders more question on their head

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“what do you want to talking about, Kyu??” Wookie asked while he sit beside Kyu on the bench, hugging his school bag tight to reduce his nervous feeling

“about us…”

“oh..”

“don’t answer me with oh… I know you want to ask something to..” Wookie just smile, looking at the ground let Kyu start to talk

“chibi… I’m sorry..” Kyu stop his words, look at Wookie who not give any respons and continue his words

“I’m not love you as my boyfriend…”

“do you love me as a friend…??” Wookie asked softly, close his eyes to hold back his tears when Kyu not answer his question even a word

“so,..? mind to explain to me for what happen between us since a month ago??”

“chibi… I’m not.. I’m not.. I mean,… I never think to play with your heart.. or take an advantage from your pure heart…but, when I said.. you are my boyfriend, it’s not have any meaning beside.. beside I just want to help you from Minho.. I know Minho like Guixian, that’s why he hurt you since you are Guixian’s best friend.. and that time.. I was so panick, what should I do to trick Minho-ssi to stop bully you..that’s why I said that.. I thought, you won’t understand with what I mean since you still pure from relationship between couple stuff.. “

“don’t you ever think I can understand about it someday, Kyu?? Do you think,.. I will always live in my child act like idiotic person??”

“I’m sorry.. I don’t mean…”

“I know you not mean it.. but, what have you done.. it’s change the little boy into the mature one now.. I know I’m fool.. I’m stupid.. I don’t know a lot things.. but I can ask.. I have mouth to ask.. I have brain to think.. and I have a heart to respect to someone who love me… do you know how confuse I am when you ask about that?? Do you know how many question in my head when your acted change toward me everytime.. every minute.. I asked to donghae hyung,.. eunhyukie hyung… heechul hyung.. yesung hyung.. about couple stuff.. I search about love between couple on internet.. I want to try being the best boyfriend for you.. I don’t want you feel regret ever choose me as your boyfriend.. but,.. but,.. what I got now…” Wookie stop his words, take a deep breath, try his best to not let out any single tears

“chibi…”

“MY NAME IS KIM RYEOWOOK!!!” Wookie yelled loudly

“Ry.. Ryeo-..”

“I’m stupid, right…? I’m really fool, right..? it’s hard for you to call my name,.. how can I think you can be so easy give your heart to me… “ Wookie let out bitter smile and stare into Kyu’s guilty face

“don’t think I’m mad with you, Kyu-ah.. I’m not.. I know you feel it hard too.. I know it’s burdening you too.. I know you try your best to not hurt me for a month.. that’s why you try to be possessive boyfriend for me, uh?? Do you need me to feel tired for your bad attitude?? I’m sorry I’m late to realized it..”

“sorry…” Kyu murmured

Wookie put his school bag on his shoulders and stand from his seat… reaching his right hand toward Kyu…

“hello Kyu.. I’m your annoyed chibi.. and forever will be annoyed chibi…  please, mind with my silly behavior and stupid brain.. I acted like a little kids,.. I’m crybaby.. I’m noisy.. please use with it until we graduate later…” Wookie said, smile sweetly while Kyu just stunning, raise his hand and entwine with Wookie’s hand

Wookie release his hand, and bowing as permission..

Chibi… I’m sorry…

I’m sorry for my stupid act..

I shouldn’t hurt you like this…

I’m sorry, chibi-ah…..

You teached me to love someone, Kyu..

But why don’t you teach me to hate someone??

God,… why my heart hurt like this…?

Am I wrong if I want to ignore Kyu tomorrow??

Is it mean I’m angry with him??

Can I angry more than 24 hours, God??

Wookie wipes his tears which streaming down freely after he leave Kyu alone.. walking slowly to parking area, take his bike and ride it back to his house…

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what should i do next??

kyu or Guixian who will getting our baby wookie??

why Guixian need Kyu take Wookie from him??

how about Wookie next??

will Kyu regret for his decision??

should i post twice a days ??

if yes.. give me a comment ^O^ and i will obey what you want~~ thanks for reading ^^ *deep bow~~~~