“Morning Hyung…” Wookie greet his brothers who waited him at dinning room for breakfast

“baby… are you sick??”  Heechul asked, concern for his little brother pale face

“uhm..? am i?? I’m not…” Wookie sit beside Heechul and take some bread and jam

“but, you look so pale…” Yesung frowned while caressed Wookie’s cheeks

“I don’t know, Hyung… I feel okay… don’t have to worry so much…” Wookie smile to his brothers to made them believe he was okay

“just tell us if you not feeling well, okay??”

“uhm.. I promise…”

“wookie.. you aren’t hide anything to us, right?”

“huh?? What should I hide from you two..?” Wookie asked back

“about.. your relationship??” Wookie bend his head before he give fake smile to his brothers

“I’m okay.. nothing wrong with me or my relationship.. hyung, don’t worry.. it’s just make you become old faster..” Wookie laugh, bite his bread and act as normal as he can

“if I am, it must be because of you…” They chuckled and ruffle his hairs

“Wookie,.. will you go to school with Guixian and Kyuhyun??” Yesung asked

“why, Hyung?”

“yesterday…” Yesung stop his words and read Wookie’s act before he continue his sentences

“huh??”

“nothing… I just want to say, yesterday I came to your school to fetch Sungminie again.. if you not have friend, you can back home with me..” Yesung said, lie to not make Heechul worry also push wookie in the corner more

“oh.. I’m going to school by bike, Hyung.. like my first day..”

“You aren’t back with Kyu??”

“Kyu not feeling well,.. so he bring his car..” Wookie answered

“but, he always fetch you..” Heechul interrogate more

“i… I.. I just.. oh, I’m went to school a bit early because have some homework, Hyung…”

“are you sure??”

“uhm,.. Hyung,.. I almost late.. I’m going to school first.. bye Heechul hyung.. bye yesung hyung…” Wookie peck their lips before he walk toward the front door, skip his favourite cartoon which he always watch everyday

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I can’t lie… I can’t hide it to hyung…

I feel guilty everytime I lied to them…

God,.. what should I do??

Should I tell them?

Should I ask them about this??

Wookie sit on the small stairs on his house terrace…spend more time because it’s too early for him if he go to school…

“yesung-ah.. yesung-ah…” Heechul call from inside, staring into Wookie by windows

“ne hyung..”

“wookie.. he sit at outside..”

“huh?? Isn’t he say he want to go to school??” Yesung follow Heechul, staring to his little brother

“I know he lied.. I can feel it since he back home yesterday… I should ask Kyu..” Heechul take his phone from table and ready to dial Kyu’s number but, suddenly Yesung hold his wrist and gesturing him to not call Kyu

“hyung.. isn’t it too fast?? Can we wait until Wookie explain to me? I thought it’s better  than we ask Kyu…”

“huh??”

“I can feel it too..  Wookie has problem.. but,..”

“what but??”

“let him solve his problem alone..”

“WHAT???” Heechul feel surprised with Yesung’s words

“what’s wrong with you?? we know Wookie so well.. he never lie to us.. and if he is.. he will say it immediately because he feel guilty.. but now.. look,.. beside feel guilty, I thought wookie run from us and keep act there’s nothing happen… how can he solve his problem when he just start to growing up? What if he choose the worst decision??”

“Hyung.. I mean.. “

“he even still has not seventeen, Yesung-ah..”

“I know.. but, Wookie…”

“do you still care about Wookie??”

“of course.. of course I care.. wookie is my only little brother.. but, hyung.. do you ever think.. what had we done.. we just spoiled Wookie and made him.. made him far from real life??” Yesung said

“who is tell you about it?? Sungmin?? What did he say?? Do you know something about Wookie??”

“yaa!! Why do you bring Sungmin into our conversation?? He not say anything.. he even don’t know about Wookie…” Yesung said, there’s a bit anger tone on his voice when Heechul start said Sungmin’s name

“then why?? Why do you act like this?? Since when you need wookie try to solve his problem alone??”

“I’m tired, Hyung.. we should go to office.. just talk about it with Wookie tonight…” Yesung leave Heechul alone with questioning look

I’m sorry Hyung..

I know a bit about Wookie..

But, if I tell you….

Yesung sigh after he glance a bit to Heechul who still staring to the windows from the stairs..

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“Wookie…” Guixian called just when Wookie arrive to parking area, ride his shappire blue bike

“Guixian…” Wookie murmured, feel confuse when he look Guixian in parking area

“why are you here??”

“waiting for you… I riding bike too..” Guixian pointing his fingers to red bike beside him

“you did??”

“why are you so surprise??”

“n-no.. I just…”

“are you sick?” Guixian look closer to Wookie’s face

“I wonder why hyung and you said I’m sick.. I’m okay.. I’m feeling well..” Wookie said while Guixian just ruffled his hairs

“we won’t say it if your face not pale like that…” Guixian chuckled a bit

“am i?? I think my face has white skin…”

“aiish.. stop this problem if you feeling well.. but, promise.. tell me if you feel something..” Guixian ruffled Wookie’s hairs again

“you.. same like my brothers..” Wookie mumble while he walk to classroom with Guixian

Just when they arrive at classroom, Wookie saw Kyu talk and laugh with some friends like nothing happen between them.. unrealized, he let out a loud heavy sigh like he just bring something heavy on his shoulders..

“Wookie.. do you want to sit with me again??” Guixian asked when he notice his best friend standing between his and kyu’s seats

Nodding, Wookie sit on his old seat.. leaned on the table while look at the windows..

I know it’s hurt you so much, Wookie-ah..

But, why don’t you share with me??

Tell me everything you feel…

Guixian Wookie’s hairs tenderly but the owner just snuggle his face more on the table…

“what’s wrong??” Kyu asked silently to Guixian when he saw Wookie hide his face on table

“I don’t know…” Guixian answered with his gesture

Kyu sit on his seat silently, keep looking at behind him..

Chibi.. be cheerful…

Don’t be like that….

Stop think about it before you going farther…

First class gone smoothly even no one of them made an conversation like usual… Wookie look so serious with all lesson, while Guixian beside him still buried himself in confusion ocean, searching for something he should do to make his bestfriend back like before.. different with Kyu, he look like usual, ignorant, but something deep inside his heart, he feel guilty also worry for Wookie’s condition..

“CHIBI EAT!!” Kyu yelled, can’t hold his patient when he saw Wookie just playing with his lunch since 30 minutes ago

Guixian and Wookie look directly to Kyu’s face.. they can read anger on it.. guilty on it…

“I’m not hungry..” Wookie answered softly, close his lunch box and put it back on his bag

“Wookie.. eat… please… you will sick, Wookie-ah…” Guixian try to persuade him, but Wookie just shake his head as an answer

Kyu leave his seat and take Wookie’s lunch box from his bag.. open it again and take a spoon of rice from it..

i know i shouldn't do it..

but, i can't close my eyes when i see your pale face...

it must be because i told you the truth yesterday...

but, please don't hurt yourself...

“open your mouth…” Kyu said, command him with anger look, force Wookie to obey him

“No…”

“I said open your mouth, chibi!! You should eat!!”

“NO!! I SAID NO!!!” Wookie yelled, try to push Kyu away from him

“I’M NOT YOUR HYUNG WHO WILL ALWAYS HEAR YOU!! I SAID EAT!! OPEN YOUR MOUTH!!” Kyu yelled back

“Kyu.. don’t too harsh..” Guixian said while rubbed Wookie’s back to comfort him

“eat chibi.. eat!! Open your mouth..” Kyu  shove the spoon to Wookie’s mouth forcing him to open his mouth with it roughly until Wookie’s lips bleeding accidentally

“NOO!! I SAID NO!!!” Wookie scream, shove the lunch box from his table, spilled all food on the floor and crying hard without wipe the fresh blood on his lips

“Kyu… stop force him… Wookie.. don’t cry… ssh…” Guixian hug Wookie and help him wipe the blood with tissue

Kyu throw the spoon to the table, made Wookie flinched in fear..

“can you stop hurting him, Kyu??” Sungmin asked who just come and saw Wookie crying like there’s no tomorrow with bleeding lips.

“S-sung..*cough* sungmin Hyung…” Wookie called sungmin who grab his wrist and ask him to leave his seat

Wookie obey him and throw himself into Sungmin’s embrace, still sobbing because what happened before..

“come with me, okay??” Sungmin asked, wipe Wookie’s tears and rubbed his back

They out from class after Wookie nodded for agreement…

“Kyu.. why do you do that??” Guixian asked

“I don’t know..” Kyu back sit on hi seat

“do you care with him??” Guixian asked again

“I don’t know, Guixian-ah.. I don’t know..”

“you know, Kyu.. you know exactly what you feel toward him now.. because I ever feel it too.. I ever stand in the same position like you.. but, please.. Wookie.. he is different with Changmin..” Guixian said

“why do you bring up Changmin’s name??”

“because you acted like Wookie is Changmin in my eyes.. I can mirroring, what you did before.. it’s same like I ever did to Changmin.. hurt him while I feel guilty… care for him while my heart avoid him… but,.. Wookie is fragile.. he is not Changmin because.. he even don’t know what he feel toward you..” Guixian said, patted Kyu’s shoulders to make him calm down from his anger

“he is same like Changmin,.. stubborn!! And love to hurt himself.. he know I’m not love him.. but, why…”

“he is not hurt himself because love.. but, he got hope from you before, Kyu… just remember it…” Guixian leave Kyu alone in the class, pissed off with his twins behavior which same like what he ever did before

Why everything he done just make me feel guilty?

Why is he so spoiled?

“stop being grumpy.. class ended already..” Guixian said while he gathering all Wookie’s stuff which left on the table

“who is being grumpy?? Can you tell your chibi friend to stop act like a victim?? I just want he eat his lunch.. he don’t have to sulk and not appear in second class..” Kyu grumble because Wookie skip the second class after rest time

Guixian sigh before he put Wookie’s stuffs back on his bag…

“Kyu.. all you want just hurt him.. do you forget his lips bleeding because you shove the spoon roughly to his mouth??” Guixian ask

“Who is fault…” Kyu stop his words when he saw giraffe head inside Wookie’s bag

He grab the bag from Guixian’s hands and pulled out the giraffe dolls..

He bring it to school??

For what??

“don’t disturb me.. give it to me..” Guixian try to take the doll back but Kyu keep holding it

“I’ll take it..” Kyu said and leave Guixian

“Kyu.. give it back!! It’s Wookie’s doll…!!” Guixian shout for nothing because Kyu disappear already from his sight

“aiish Kyuhyunie!!” Guixian grumble, hurriedly zipped Wookie’s bag and bring it to music room, where Wookie’s stay along the rest time

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“Thanks, Guixian-ah…” Wookie mumble, take his bag from Guixian’s hands

“Wookie.. I’m sorry.. your giraffe doll…” before Guixian finish his sentences, Wookie ped his bag and saw the doll disappear from his bag

“where is it??”

“Kyu.. he take it…” Wookie run immediately, leave Guixian and accidentally bumped into Sungmin who just come

“Wookie,.. where are you going??” Sungmin ask but not get any answer

“hyung..”

“where is he going??” Sungmin ask while Guixian just shake his head

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“KYU!!!!” Wookie shout to the blue car which just out from school

He run with all his strength to parking area.. take his bike and ride it to chase Kyu’s car…

Riding his bike with high speed, Wookie keep shouting Kyu’s name even it can’t be hear by the owner…

TTIIIIINNNNNNTTTT!!!!

Kyu pressed horn when Wookie’s bike stop in front of his car suddenly..

“YAAA!! ARE YOU CRAZY!!!” Kyu shout after he out from his car

“give it back my doll…”

“no..”

“give it back my doll…”

“I said no!! just move your bike from there..”

“give it back.. give it back…!!” Wookie begged with tears start to fall from his eyes

“let go of me!! I don’t want give it back!!!” Kyu try to open his car’s door while Wookie keep holding his arms

“give it back, Kyu…”

“No… I throw that doll already too..”

“Kyu.. ple-…” Wookie stop his sentences when his phone rang

“Heechul hyung…” Wookie wipe his tears while take a deep breath, but when he ready to answer the phone, Kyu grab his phone and reject it.

“YAA!! GIVE IT BACK!! WHY DO YOU REJECT IT!!” Wookie yelled, try to take his phone back but because different height, it’s hard for him to take his phone from Kyu

“Kyu.. give it back…” Wookie begged, tiptoed to take his phone back

“here..” Kyu give the phone back to Wookie’s hand

“my wallpaper.. Kyu, you deleted it??” Wookie asked, eyes widened when he saw blank wallpaper, he search Kyu’s photo in all folders on his phone

“Kyu.. where is the photo…??”

“I delete it… don’t use my photo again.. I’m not your boyfriend…” Kyu said coldly while looking at Wookie who still busy try to find the photo

“where is the photo?? K-kyu.. where is the photo?? WHERE IS THE PHOTO!!!!” Wookie throw his galaxy note to the ground hardly until the phone’s glass crack

“TAKE MY DOLL!!! DELETE THE PHOTO!! WHY DON’T YOU ERASE THE PAIN IN MY HEART TOO??!!!” Wookie squeal, hitting Kyu’s chest with his fist

“ERASE IT, KYU!! ERASE IT TOO!!!”

“I WILL DO IT IF I CAN!!” Kyu pushed Wookie from him away

“K-kyu… am I not human in your eyes?? Are you think.. a little kids just a doll without heart and feeling?? Why did you do this to me, Kyu?? Why??? I can accept the reason.. I try to understand, you just want to help me… you aren’t really love me even just a friend.. but,.. can you let me live in peace now?? Let me live on my world even you hate my world the most..”

“listen chibi-ah!! I always let you live in your world.. I don’t care anything about you at least… stop make me feel guilty!!” Kyu shout

“NOT ME WHO MADE YOU FEEL GUILTY, BUT YOURSELF!!! I’M THE VICTIM HERE AND ALWAYS BE YOUR VICTIM WITH YOUR ENDLESS BLAME TO ME!!” Wookie hurriedly take his bike and ride it to his home, leave Kyu stunning alone with the broken phone

Kyu take the phone from the ground, rubbed the crack before back to his car, drive it to home..

“Baby Ryeonggu.. why don’t you pick up my call??” Heechul ask while he greet his crying brother who just arrive

“hyuung!!!”

“baby.. why are you crying?? Hey.. tell me… what’s wrong with you?? you running a fever??” Heechul wipe Wookie’s tears and touched his forehead to feel his temperature

“I l-love him… I love him, hyung…. I love him!!!” Wookie murmured between his sobs

“huh?? Love who?? Kyu??” Heechul asked

Kyu.. i'm sorry...

i should admit .. i love you now..

i don't want you leave me or being cold to me like before..

why do you say it's just fake when i start to love you....

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upadte ^O^

start from today i will post twice a day, first at noon and first at night

but i hope you can leave a comment for both of them ^^

thanks for all support and finally, Wookie realized what he feel ^^

how about Kyu??

why he so harsh to Wookie??

will he follow what Guixian ever did in the past??

thanks for reading ^^