SEOHYUN'S POV

i'm getting ready in my bed room before donghae pick me up for our date tonight

i'm searching for a jacket until i find one jacket that make my eyes get watery.. it was kyuhyun's, he gave it to me when we went to an amusement park. 

FLASHBACK

"it was really great!! i'm loving the amusement park!!" i said jumping around

we were on our way back to my house after spending a whole day at the amusement park

"yeah it was! but it will be more fun if you're were not crying" he tease me

"YAH! i cried because there's so many wind in my eyes..." i said

"HAHAHA you pabo! that is the lamest excuse ever" kyuhyun said while continue laughing.. but it stops when he look at me and see me putting my hand inside my pocket

"seohyun-ah are you ok?"

"huh? oh.. yeah i'm fine, just a little bit cold" i tell him... the weather is getting cold at night even though i already wore a jacket 

suddenly he wrap his jacket around me... i saw him and he only wear a t-shirt.. in this weather?? only a t-shirt?? aish that pabo

"yah! aren't you gonna be cold??" i ask him

"nope! i'm strong.. unlike you" he said

i rolled my eyes and said "fine, it's your loss then"

"hahaha it's ok.. don't worry about me, what's important is that you're not cold now" he said pinching my cheek

" thanks... i'll return it to you tomorrow"

"no.. keep it"

FLASHBACK ENDS

I feel tears started to run down my face.. 

"onni?" said a voice behind me

i turn around and i saw taeyeon looking at me and the jacket i'm holding

i wipe my tears and walk to her

"what's up?"

"..donghae oppa is here.. are you ok?" she said

"um.. yeah.. ok i'm going now.. annyeong" i lied

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we have finish paying and waiting for the change

"how's the food?" ask donghae oppa

"good" ... but it will be better if kyuhyun's here

wait?? what did i just thinking about??

"so.. you wanna go somewhere or you wanna go home?" he ask

"home"... where i can call kyuhyun and he will come over

wait?? what am i thinking again??

"you don't want to buy some ice cream.. orr.." he offer me

"noope" i want if kyuhyun's the one who's buying me

ok.. i need to stop! what am i thinking????

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"thanks for tonight oppa" i said when we get to my house

" you're welcome... bye seohyun.. " he said as he lean over to kiss me

i just stand there looking at kyuhyun........ wait i mean donghae oppa... but no!! i'm seeing kyuhyun.. wh..what's going on.. i feel like i'm kissing kyuhyun right now.. i know it's my imagination because i'm kissing donghae oppa.. but.....

he step back and i saw his face....oh it's donghae oppa...

"bye" he said

i just waved and get inside the house

i saw taeyeon's looking at me from the couch

i started to cry.. she walk towards me and hug me

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we sat on my bed.. she's waiting for me to tell her what's going on

"onni.." she said

"kyuhyun.. he told me he love me..." i said

"when?"

" yesterday.. he told me he love me and.. and now i'm ..i don't know what am i feeling." i started to cry

"onni.. do you love him?" she said

"..... what i know is that i love donghae oppa.. so much that it kills me.."  i stop

"kills you why onni?" she said

" it kills me knowing that.. i love kyuhyun too" i said it as i close my face with my hands and started to cy

there. i finally said it.. i love kyuhyun... i love donghae... i just don't know why i'm feeling like this

"onni... what you need to do is decide.. say yes to the one you really love the most...." she said

" what do you mean by say yes?" i ask her with tears still running down my face

" if kyuhyun oppa is the one you love... break up with donghae oppa... but if donghae oppa is the one you love... try to be friends with kyuhyun oppa.. just like before"

i just sit there with no words...

DONGHAE'S POV

I walk back to my house thinking about my date tonight... it !

what's happening to seohyun? she's not like usual ... she's thinking about something all the time

when i look into her eyes.. she look away..

i hold her hand.. she put it inside her pocket..

i hug her.. she didn't hug back

i kiss her.. i feel like she's not there

no.. i'm not gonna lose her.. i can't lose her... i've never love someone like i love her

........ i need to do something that can make her mine.. forever

and i know i'm ready because we've been dating for almost 9 months now....

yes.. i'm ready and i'm gonna do it....

but there's one thing i need to do before i do it............

KYUHYUN'S POV

yaah!! where's nuna and sungmin?? they always leave me alone at night.. i'm so bored!!!

sungmin's out with sunny ................ again! aish that dongseng

i sit on the couch.. suddenly the door bell ran.. who is it? nuna and sungmin brought a key right?

aish maybe sungmin forgot to brought a key... i walk to the door and when i open it.. i was shock

"donghae?"

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