KYUHYUN'S POV

i wait at the park, it's almost 10.15 and still no sign of seohyun... 

i keep thinking if it's the right thing to do.. if i tell her now everything ends here.. my friendship.. my happiness with her.. 

"kyuhyun.." a voice calls me from behind

SEOHYUN'S POV

i arrived at the park... i see him.. standing with a serious look in his face.. looking at the empty park

"kyuhyun.." i said

he turn around and look into my eyes.. look deep into my eyes, i felt my heartbeat beating so fast.. fast enough that i can feel it in my brain

we stay in silence .. it feels like forever.. but i don't care.. i want to stay like this for a while.. i know we're not in a good condition but  i miss him too much that i'm willing to stay this way forever...

"seohyun-shi, i know you don't want to see me anymore, i accept that. and i'm letting you go" ... kyu please

"but before i let you go i need to tell you something.. " he said 

i still can't say anything.. at all.. it hurts me to stand here and listening to him talking to me with all the formality and keep calling me "seohyun-shi"

he walk closer.. and closer and he grab my shoulder.. his face is close enough that i can feel his breath...

his touch.. his face.. i never felt this way about him before.. what am i feeling right now? it's not love.. i'm not in love with kyuhyun.. i can't be.. i'm in love with donghae oppa...

"seohyun... i love you"

................. i can't say anything.. he just said 3 words that change everything..  i don't know how i feel right now.. what i know is that i hate him for saying that words

"..why?... why kyuhyun? why did you say that?" i ask him and my eyes started to get watery

"..wh..seohyun, i have too, if i didn't said it now.. i will never move on" 

"you use to be my friend.. you have always love me.. as friends" i convince him

"well that's what i thought before, but i realize everything now.. i realize that i miss you when you're not with me.. i miss you and my whole life is falling apart when i started missing you... then i realize my feelings for you is real. and it's more then a feelings for friend.... i love you seohyun.. i always have............and i always will" he said and his hands are still on my shoulders

i feel my heart beating fast.. so fast and it hurt me.. my feelings right now hurt me...

i know that i can't stay like this forever.. i need to walk away from this situation now or i'm gonna start falling for him and it will make everything more complicated than it already has..

"is that it?" i said 

"wh.. what?" he said with shock expression

"are you finish?" i force my self saying it

he just remain silent in his shock expression

"ok then, i have to go" i said turning my body around, his hands are not on my shoulders anymore.. this is it.. the time has come.. i will never talk to him again.. that warm breath.. that strong hands.. that deep brown eyes.. i will never feel everything again..

suddenly he grab my wrist and he pull me into his arm.. he hug me so tightly until my i start to cry... i can't help but cry in his chest

no.. seohyun.. this is not right! i push him away, he look shock and he said  "thanks, good bye seohyun-shi" and he bow

i try as hard to hold my tears.. i turn my body and run as fast as i can.... and never look back. 

goodbye kyuhyun... i'm sorry i hurt you, i just hope you know that i'm hurt too... 

KYUHYUN'S POV

i just stand there watching her run.. after a while i can't see her anymore..

that's it.. everything ends here.. i thought i'm gonna be relief after telling her those words.. but i don't feel relief.. i don't feel relief even a little bit....

but i know that there's nothing i can do now.. except to let her go....... even if it hurts me..

UPDATE!!

SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG, I'M IN A HOLIDAY WITH MY FAMILY SO I JUST HAVE TIME TO WRITE A NEW CHAPTER WHEN I'M ALREADY BACK IN THE HOTEL ^^

WHAT DO YOU THINK??? IT'S NOT THE LAST CHAPTER... COMMENT PLEASE <3