Oh yeah, I forgot to introduce myself.

The name's Seungmi. Seoul Academy of Arts.

I have a boyfriend. No, an ex-boyfriend, actually. His name's Kibum, Kim Kibum. He's sweet and nice and is the perfect boyfriend to anybody whose taste is the same like mine.

 Today I am sitting with him, sitting on a bench in a park with Kibum beside me.

 "So, tomorrow I'm going to America."

 I nodded. "Um, yeah.. So?"

 "Let's put this thing to and end," he said.

 "What?!" I said, a shocked expression on my face.

 "Yeah. Let's end this here and now. I don't believe in long distance relationships," he said.

 "I... I.." I stammered. "We.. But we were just dating for a few months..."

 "It doesn't matter anyway. Even though we've been in this relationship for years, I would still end it. I don't want things to get complicated."

 Oh really? Things would be perfectly fine, you know. If you hadn't do this.

 "So, then...?" I asked him, my vision getting blurry.

 "But if you want, I can marry you after I get back to Korea, though," he said.

 Marriage? I hadn't even think that far.

 "Kibum," I called him. "Do you really love me or what?"

 "Of course I love you. The only problem here is distance," he said, combing my hair.

 I wanted to believe him. I want to. But it's just, I don't know.. unfair? It seems like Kibum deserves someone better than me.

 As I was lost in my mind, Kibum hugged me unexpectedly. I was so surprised that for a second I didn't hug back. I think he saw the startled look on my face because he asked me,

 "Is something wrong with what I just done?"

 "Nothing's wrong," I said. It wasn't wrong. It just doesn't feel right. The problem is, what's not right?

 "You know what?" I said, letting him go, "you're right. If you want to put this thing to an end, I'll do it."

 "Thanks, Seungmi. I know you will understand. I just don't want you to be hurt." he hugged me again.

 Kibum, what you had done to me just hurt me even deeper, you know that? But I don't want you to be hurt. That's why I did this for you, Kibum...

 "I will still love you, Seungmi," he said, still hugging me, "from the bottom of my heart."

 I wanted to believe you so badly.