Chapter 1: I understand that Shinee was everything to him, but I think that we have different meanings of life during our life span. :) It is not necessarily bad that he has some hopes, I even think it would be nice for him to have Key back. But I think that he has to do something for that. Not just sit and wait. :) But I see that he did a first step - he wrote that letter. :D

Although your story has sad and melancholic atmosphere, I really like that the ending sounds somehow positive and hopeful. That a brighter tomorrow will come. :D

I am sorry that you have been in sad mood lately, but I hope you will feel a little bit happier sooner. ;) I think it is a good way how to release your feelings - through writing it out and making it into story. ;) Usually when I feel down (and I was also in sad mood lately), I tend to read melancholic fanfic, watch sad videos or just write it down. :)

And good luck with your other stories! <3
Have a nice day! ^^/

Chapter 1: Well, this was perfect. <3 Somehow your words echoed within me strongly and I could sympathize with your thoughts a lot.
I find even the title of this story very beatiful, unique and absolutely fitting. I guess it was especially the title which caught my attention and which put the first stone which I could step on to read your story.

Right from the beginning it hit me strongly and I thought I would start cryubg at the beginning of 2nd paragraph. ^^" A little bit silly, right? But somehow, I could feel very well what you refered to.

Sometimes I think about people from the past, too. How they are doing, how long it has been since we met, how much I missed them, what went wrong...Sometimes I wonder what would we become if some things didn´t happen. And Jjong is in the same situation...
I wonder if he will ever receive reply... :D

I am sorry to hear that he has still nightmares and that he can´t cut himself from the past and move on. But it is hard... It is also pointless to think about "what if"...Although I know it, I can´t refrain from doing it by myself. ^^"

I liked how you described Onew, it was really sweet. ;)
I loved especially this part "and now one of the stars went to the sky, to shine alone. How great Onew is? Now he is up there shining bright and we are here, forgotten."

It is sad that they disbanded, but I also think it was for the best. Although we can accept someone´s way of handling a situation, it can hurt a lot.
I hope that Jjong will get over his depression issues and that he will find a reason to live again. I also hope that a brighter future awaits him, bright future in embrace of Key. :D

And your "wish" about just sitting somewhere and watching as life passes by... from time to time I also would like to experience that for a short time, but not for eternity. Because in the end I would still like to get over everything and start living again. Not just be emotionless puppet waiting for its end. :D

Chapter 1: oh my jongkey feels..tgat was really sweet and heart breaking..I can't imagine shinee w/o onew..

aw looks too sad ;~;