Just another broken smile.
Description
He wanted to be skinny, he needed to be skinny, he HAD to be skinny. Lee Taemin had lived his entire life feeling disgusting and fat. He wanted to change everything... To be beautiful.
His wish was granted as he stumbled on to a "pro ana" site.
But as the saying goes, be careful of what you wish for... I'm going to be writing a fanfiction on a rather touchy subject so anyone reading
PLEASE READ ONLY IF YOU ARE AWARE OF WHAT ANOREXIA REALLY IS AND Y
OU ARE OKAY WITH THE FANFIC BEING BASED ON IT. *
Foreword
"Taemin, did you eat dinner yet?"
"yes."
"Taemin, why are you wearing a sweater?"
"I felt cold today."
"Taemin, come and eat some lunch."
"I'm not hungry."
"Taemin, what are those scratches on your arm?"
"oh, the cat scratched me last night."
"Taemin, you look sick; are you okay?"
"I'm fine."
Lies. All just lies that slipped out of taemin's mouth as if it was his second nature. "you're so fat, how many calories did you eat yesterday?" The voice in his had echoed. "I know, I'm sorry. I ate 100 and burned 600." He replied back. "are you kidding me? you're so damn disgusting. You can do better. Eat less and burn more. Unless you want to be unloved got your entire life. Because everyone knows that people only love skinny and pretty people." The voice scolded in his head. He didn't mind though, it was nice having a friend... " I'm sorry Ana, I know... I'll try harder...I'll eat less then maybe someone might care for me and love me." "Don't count on it. No one could love a fatass like you. You're too ugly to be loved.", Ana replied " I know, but I'm trying..." " Not enough, you're never going to be good enough." Ana answered with a smirk. "oh, taemin-ah! You're awake! Do you want some breakfast?" " No thanks umma, I'm not hungry..." He said with a smile. But no one knew that his smile was broken; just like his body... He was broken and nothing could fix him again. I will edit this in the morning, this will be an anorexic, self harm fanfic. If this offends you please do not read.
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