Just another broken smile.

Description

He wanted to be skinny, he needed to be skinny, he HAD to be skinny. Lee Taemin had lived his entire life feeling disgusting and fat. He wanted to change everything... To be beautiful.

His wish was granted as he stumbled on to a "pro ana" site.

But as the saying goes, be careful of what you wish for... I'm going to be writing a fanfiction on a rather touchy subject so anyone reading

PLEASE READ ONLY IF YOU ARE AWARE OF WHAT ANOREXIA REALLY IS AND Y

OU ARE OKAY WITH THE FANFIC BEING BASED ON IT. *

Foreword

"Taemin, did you eat dinner yet?"

"yes."

 

"Taemin, why are you wearing a sweater?"

"I felt cold today."

"Taemin, come and eat some lunch."

"I'm not hungry."

"Taemin, what are those scratches on your arm?"

"oh, the cat scratched me last night."

"Taemin, you look sick; are you okay?"

"I'm fine."

Lies. All just lies that slipped out of taemin's mouth as if it was his second nature. "you're so fat, how many calories did you eat yesterday?" The voice in his had echoed. "I know, I'm sorry. I ate 100 and burned 600." He replied back. "are you kidding me? you're so damn disgusting. You can do better. Eat less and burn more. Unless you want to be unloved got your entire life. Because everyone knows that people only love skinny and pretty people." The voice scolded in his head. He didn't mind though, it was nice having a friend... " I'm sorry Ana, I know... I'll try harder...I'll eat less then maybe someone might care for me and love me." "Don't count on it. No one could love a fatass like you. You're too ugly to be loved.", Ana replied " I know, but I'm trying..." " Not enough, you're never going to be good enough." Ana answered with a smirk. "oh, taemin-ah! You're awake! Do you want some breakfast?" " No thanks umma, I'm not hungry..." He said with a smile. But no one knew that his smile was broken; just like his body... He was broken and nothing could fix him again. I will edit this in the morning, this will be an anorexic, self harm fanfic. If this offends you please do not read.

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nyarth
#1
Chapter 2: pls update :(
Lioness-SHINee33 #2
Chapter 2: Please Updateeeeee! :)
rose_girl
#3
I personally found it amusing that it said "please only read if you know what anorexia is!!!" Not because I'm sadistic, but because I had my own struggles. One week, I magically found myself shedding the pounds and the thought of food revolted me. I could totally connect with Taemin though, because for me, it started when I confessed to my best friend that I was a lesbian and I knew because I loved her. She had the exact same reaction as Minho. We were best friends, but now its just awkward. I just wore extra layers of clothing to hide it. I went from not being able to wear a pair of jeans, then suddenly having them too big and a shirt that was 4 sizes too small to a shirt that was a few sizes too big...sorry I put all of this in the comment box. I love this website because its almost like a mask. When I'm here, I'm not the girl who ONLY owns black clothing (((not even lying. Have black in ways you didn't think possible))) , the girl that never talks to anybody, or even the person that wears 5 layers of clothing despite that 100 degree heat. I'm just rose_girl...
If you took the time to read this, thanks
Sorry Shineeobsession, for posting useless comments on your fanfic
Just came to say I found that line sadistically amusing, but somehow all of that spilt out along the way and I found myself typing faster than ever. Ha!
teddo9
#4
Chapter 2: I really love this!
Update soon , I will be waiting :)
tostaeda
#5
Chapter 1: -screaming-
Minho, why? D:
Poor taeminnie! AGDAJDASDASFAS
This plot is really interesting, Ill wait patiently for your next chapter, author-nim! ^^
taeminKNIGHT
#6
Chapter 2: I think murder of the most painful kind would be too nice of a death for Minho.
And Yuri.
Poor Taemin. :(
KeitoNakamura
#7
Chapter 1: gahh i love it!!! please update soon!! x3
risible #8
Chapter 1: Ahhhhh that cliffhanger!!!! Pease update soon, someone's dying here to know Minho's answer!!!
Ulzang
#9
Chapter 1: It's so Good, I think you described everything so well. I Hope there will be more ~