When your gone
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I had a boy friend who grew up with me his name was yuchun. i always thought of him as my best friend. Untill a year ago when we decided to go camping with my brother junsu and his boyfrirend changmin. Yunho my exboyfriend tagged along. Were really good friends still at the time. Well i found out i really loved him. Befoure we came home i decided to confess my love to him. It went like this me: yuchun-ah i..... I love you i know its kinda sudden but ive fallen for you. He had smile so sweetly i had cried softly. He wrapped me in his arms and held me. Yuchun:i except your confession. Me:can we be boyfriends? Yuchun:of course soon we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each othere in diffrent ways it would seem. I always concentrated on him only. I was almost always by his side reaching for him wanting his love but he had so many friends every one loved him he spent timw with all of them i was alwasy last. To me yuchun was rhe only one but to him it seemed i was just anothe guy he happend to pass by on the
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street. "yuchun do you wanna go watvh the firework festival with me? Ive got a blanket and food?" i had asked. "im sorry jaejoong i cant go with out me kay? Ill make it up to." that was his answer. "oh do u have to study?" i felt disapointment wraping around my heart. " no jae im meeting another friend." i didnt go to the fireworks festival i staid home alone crying. He was always like that he met withe other girls and guys in front of me like it was nothing. Always hugging them always touching them but never me. It was never me. To him i was just a boyfriend the word love only came from my trembling lips. Since i knew him i had never herd him say i love you befoure. To us there werent any anniversaries at all. He didnt say anything from the first day and it contined till 100 days..... 200 days.... 300 days..... Passed by. Then one day..... Me: ummm chunnie i.... Chun: what..... Dont drag this out jae just say it.. Me: i love chunie honestly i do. Chun: you umm just.... Just take the teddy bear and go home.
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