i ran to him wrapping my fragile pathetic self around his waist burring my face in his familiar comferting warmth and scent. I clung to him for dear life. But he he said goodbye. i shiverd from the cold of his words as he detangled himself from my arms and walked away like i had never exsisted like i was a pice of lint he tossed from his shirt. Chun: "I dont to say.... It so esialy if you want so desperatly to hear those words then...... Find some one eles to day them." a broken sob ripped through the hole in mu chest what he had said thrn just vanished ran off into the foggy morning leaving me behind to pick up the shattered shards of my heart. My lkegs were numb i collapsed on the ground to cold and numb to csre i cried curled in a ball on the damp wet ground. How could you.... I felt that maybe..... Your not the right guy dor me any longer. After that day i kept myself locked in my bedroom my friends came by to check on me it was as?if i ded inside. He didnt call me although i was waiting for him to call..